Monday June 20 2005
Dear Mr BiGgLes
No school! Yay!
But heres some bad news. Dominica said next school year
Garrett might not need a babysitter anymore! Really hes old
enough now hes 11. I dont think he really needed one when he
was 10 but they didnt want him coming home to an empty
apartment. I like Garrett hes a kewl kid. But the worst part is it
means Ill lose money! I get $6 an hour for babysitting three kids
right now and $2.50 of that is Garrett. If I dont have him thats only
$3.50 an hour! That would suck.
I dont know maybe I should get a job. But if I can babysit some
more kids I can make more money than I can with a job! Its like Im
17 and most kids my age ur making $5.15 an hour and Im making
$6. And I can do homework when Im working! How many jobs let
u do that? Of course Im on vacation right now but college starts
again next week. And Ill have a lot of homework cuz the class only
lasts six weeks! But I want a real vacation.
Mindy wants to get a job too and of course so does Herbie. Herbie
might be working at a fast food place so thats kewl. Free food! lol
Its hard for Mindy though cuz she said a lot of places want u to be
16. That is totally unfair. Mindy is one of the most mature ppl I
know even though shes only 14. And I know a lot of ppl who r
totally immature who arent even in high school anymore! I love my
sister Brandy but she didnt get mature until she got with Benny
and thats like when she was 20. Its one of my beliefs not to be
ageist.
I still dont know if I want my diary public or not. I want to tell my
friends about the website but I dont want everybody reading my
personal business! Just Mindy, Becky, and Laura see it who know
me IRL. I might tell Germana and Ella but I dont know. I know I
take forever to decide anything!
later
I cant believe how many calls Im getting about tomorrow. Its like
everybody is calling me! Of course Im really excited about
beginning our branch. Catovida has so many ideas and he
always has new ones! lol I think everybody from my coven will be
there were starting it at Catovidas. And everybody from the branch
should be here too and of course Miss Sasha. Ella and Carol
have been practicing together which is kewl. Thats what Becky
and I did when we joined. Of course I helped Mindy but I was
already a member when I met her. I mean a member of my coven
not the branch.
Mindy and Becky and I r spending the night together after so I
know I wont get much sleep. I hope I can sleep tonight but Im
going to try so nighty night!
Tuesday June 21 2005
Dear Mr BiGgLeS
Good Summer Solstice! I cant believe tonight Ill be a leader of an
official branch!
later
The ceremony was cool but parts were also sad. The first part
was really kewl. Goldina and I and Ella and Carol all went to
Catovidas. We used his place cuz he lives away from the city so
theres more nature there. Of course he left cuz they did their ritual
bath. Most ceremonies r male and female for balance but the
initiation bath isnt really a ceremony its a preparation. Goldina
talked to them while I got the bath ready. The tub was already
scrubbed so I just filled it. If its cold u want the water nice and
warm but not too hot. But cuz its been hot I made the water a little
cool but not cold. Really it was more lukewarm. And u stir in these
herbs and invoke the Goddess when u do it. I think when Aunt Eva
whos Schizandra did it for me she got the water really hot so it
would cool when she talked to Becky and me. But she didnt have
me as a helper! Then I lit the candles but I waited to do that until
right b4 Goldina was ready. I thought Ella was going first but it
was Carol.
Then Goldina told Carol to go in there, totally undress, then sit in
the bath and meditate. I gave Carol a bell she could ring when
she was ready to come out and also her garment which is white
and has a hole cut in the center. Goldina told her when she was
thru with her bath and dried off to put that on and nothing else. I
told her just put her head thru the hole cuz when I did the bath I
wasnt sure how to wear it. But of course I figured it out.
When ur in there alone u undress so u can be bathed in the
elements. U even have to lift ur feet so even the bottoms of ur feet
r bathed. The air in the room is the element of air and we had the
window open so there would be a breeze. And ur bathed in the
candlelight so thats fire. And when u get in the tub its porcelin
which is made from earth, and the water is water of course. When
u have them all together in harmony then u have the fifth element
of spirit. Oh and Carol and then Ella had to focus on their
breathing cuz u breath in and out slowly but deep.
Then Carol rang the bell and we let her out. Im not sure what
happened then cuz I had to get the tub ready for Ella. I just drained
it and wiped it clean then filled it again. Then it was Ellas turn so I
gave the bell and her garment to her and she did the same thing
as Carol.
Then we blindfolded Ella and Carol and drove them to the place
for our ceremony.
Ok Mindy and Becky want me to finish writing this. Becky and I
were blindfolded too and so was Mindy when we were initiated
thats tradition. Of course that happened to Becky and I a long time
ago and it was months ago for Mindy.
Anyway this part was just for my coven, Miss Sasha, Goldina,
Catovida, and me! Oh and Mindy Ella and Carol of course. U have
to be an initiate already to help initiate someone else. Becky says
she was there too but of course shes part of my coven!
Ok I wont write everything but they had to take the challenge. For
its better to fall on the knife than to take it unless ur ready. And u
have to agree to be loyal to ur coven or this time the branch and
the coven. And they both agreed! So we took off their blindfolds
and then finished the initiation! It was really kewl!
Ok Ill write about the branch ceremony later. Mindy and Becky want
to do something other than watch me write my diary all night! lol
later
Im writing this Wednesday but this is what happened Tuesday.
Tuesday was a totally special day!
The branch ceremony was different and really it wasnt very long. I
guess thats cuz we already had the initiation and then after that
we had Midsummer. Really what happened was High Priestess
Ice Falcon and High Priest Eagle Flame asked everybody if the
coven would recognize the branch. They said that a branch cannot
live on its own it must gain nourishment from being connected to
the coven. The coven is like a tree that is rooted and gains
nourishment from the Goddess and the God. Most covens dont
have branches so its special. And everybody agreed! Of course
we already knew they did but even at the last minute somebody
could change their mind. It had to be unanimous.
Then they were asked if they accepted each one of us into the
branch. Of course Im already in the coven so that was weird but it
was ok. But they had to accept me as a leader! First they accepted
Goldina as High Priestess so that was a short ceremony. Then
she had to present Catovida as Priest and me as Priestess and
they got to say if they accepted us or not. And of course they did! I
thought they would ask about Ella and Carol but they didnt. I
guess thats cuz they just accepted them as initiates even though
really thats through Miss Sasha. She had to say she accepted
them and she did the rest of us too. Its confusing but it works!
Then High Priestess Goldina asked us if we accepted the others
as associates. Those r Germana, Austra, Quinn, Olive, and
Wendi. I dont know if Wendi has total permission yet but well
check that later. Really I guess we should have b4 the ceremony
so dont tell! lol
Ok Becky wants me to get to what happened after the ceremony.
She says she gets bored watching me type! lol
Anyway so everybody was accepted! We didnt really have a party
after but it was almost like a party only it was short.
I really didnt get to see Herbie very much which was sad. There
was just so much to do!
Ok Ill tell u what happened later. Becky spent the night with Mindy
and me. We stayed in my room instead of the treehouse this time.
Becky thought it would get hot in there but we told her its not if u
use the air conditioner. Anyway Becky was feeling a little
depressed and she didnt want Mindy and I to sleep together while
she slept alone. Oh she says she wanted a threesome! LMAO
Anyway I have a really big bed so we stayed in my room. Even with
a big bed it was still a little crowded with three ppl but thats ok.
Theyre my best friends!
Becky really wanted us to read Steve Steves story. She couldnt sit
still she was so excited! Oh she says she was excited cuz of the
ceremony and really I was too and so was Mindy. Anyway Steve
Steve writes really hot stories but this was about us! He said it
wasnt finished yet its just the beginning. But guess what he called
it? Sharies! :o So we knew what it had to be about!
It started out and it was true! It was about Mindy and me taking a
bath together and about things we did together. It really didnt have
a lot about Becky but Steve Steves adding a part about her and
somebody else! I think it will be part of Steve Steves dream. I know
the other girl online but not IRL but I wont write her name. Becky is
bi of course and I guess the other girl is too. Anyway most of the
first part was real and it even talked about Becky and Mindy and
me reading Steve Steves stories and then doing sharies together!
The first part was totally true!
Oh cept Mindy just said Steve Steve said that we call the way we
sleep together cuppies but thats not true. Really its a kewl word
cuz one of us has our front to the other ones back and we do
cuddles that way. So I guess its like the one in front is in a cup
and the cup is the other person! lol But really Cuppy is Mindys
private nickname for me and my secret name for her is Tinkie.
Becky says she wants a secret nickname too so well have to
make one for her! I never knew she wanted one or I would have
made one years ago. Oh she just said she wants her nickname to
be Exponential! I dont think so Becky! lol
Ok I wont tell u the whole story its private! But I guess Steve Steve
can show it to ppl if hes discrete. Thats what he said I could do
with his stories so I guess thats fair.
Anyway then we started talking about what will Steve Steve have
us do next! lol Becky wants me to tell u what we thought he might
write about but Mindy doesnt want to. Really I dont either cuz I want
to see what Steve Steve thinks about! The next part is his dream
so of course anything could happen in his dream!
But this part is funny. Becky got excited reading how Steve Steve
got excited reading about how we got excited reading his exciting
stories! lol I had to write that sentence six times so it made sense!
LMAO Ok Mindy and Becky helped me but that made it more
confusing! lol j/k Really its true cuz its like if I write a poem and ppl
feel something it makes me feel good cuz it means I touched
them. Oh Mindy says Steve Steve touched us and we touched him
back! lol
So u know we all decided to do sharies! Becky said it was good
timing cuz she thinks her periods going to start soon but it hasnt
yet. Of course Im totally off my period and Mindy hasnt had her
menarche yet. Mindy said she wished we could all take a shower
and a bath together but of course we couldnt at my crib. But Becky
said she didnt want to wait that long! So we all stripped and then
we all sat on my bed together. We sat in a circle with Mindy on my
left and Becky on my right. So Becky was next to Mindy too. And
then we took care of ourselves together which of course is what
sharies is!
Oh but I couldnt believe Becky said this. She said did u have a
daisy chain at graduation? And I was like what is she talking
about? But Mindy knew. Steve Steve dreamed about Mindy and
Becky and I taking care of each other and he called it a daisy
chain! :o And I was like no way my hand is staying on myself Im
not touching my best friends downstairs! I am not lesbian! LMAO
Stop that Becky! I cant believe shes doing this again. She used to
write in my diary like years ago and I had to delete it all the time.
But she hasnt done that for years. She says I agreed to take care
of her but I straight up didnt! Dont lie Becky! LMAO
Ok she says we did do something but its embarrassing. But
Becky and Mindy r both here and they say I write everything so I
have to write it! lol Ok Ill tell u. I let Becky and Mindy kiss me! But
we didnt do Frenchies so dont think that! It was just lip kissies.
We do that all the time. And Becky and Mindy kissed each other
too. Ok they say I have to tell u when we did it. If u must know we
did that when we were taking care of ourselves! :o But its not
lesbian its just a sharing thing like sisters. And there wasnt any
tongue! lol
Those silly girls just said how do I know? And Im like of course I
know I was there Duh! lol Now Becky says how do I know how
they kissed each other? OMG Mindy just said they touched
tongues! I cannot believe it! Theyve done it b4 but that was just a
lesson. I didnt know they did that last night! Not when they were
doing sharies! OMG And I was right there and didnt even know it!
It’s because I have to practice.
Ok that was Mindy who wrote that and Becky told me dont delete it.
Mindy does not need practice she just tongue kissed Deno at the
toga party!
I need practice too!
That was Becky. She said Ive let Mindy write in my diary b4 and I
never let her do it so Ill let her this one time! But Becky says she
needs practice tongue kissing? Like she doesnt get enough
practice kissing with Hunter?
Oh Mindy just said it wasnt really Frenchies cuz just the tips of
their tongues touched. But still! Ok Im getting confused Im
supposed to be writing about what happened not about what
theyre writing in my diary! lol But I straight up didnt know Becky
and Mindy did tongue kissies with each other! Not when we were
taking care of ourselves!
OMG! Becky just said when I was asleep Mindy sucked on her
breasts! Oh Mindy says that isnt true. Cut it out Becky! Silly girls.
Ok I dont know what they did in their sleep. Mindy can write that in
her diary Im not writing it in mine! Cuz I wasnt there I was
sleeping! LMAO
Ok Ill finish this cuz I cant write with them here anyway. We did
sharies and then we all fell asleep. We slept together but we were
not naked so dont believe them! lol
LoRiEn
LoVeShAdE
Good Summer Solstice!
Preparing the ritual bath.
It was about Mindy
and me taking a bath
together and about
things we did
together.
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If you kiss a girl and u
both touch tongues is
that French kissing?
I'm really excited about
beginning our Wiccan branch.
Copyright by Lorien Loveshade
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Ella and Carol are initiated
into our Wiccan Branch.