Lorien Loveshade's Secret Teen Diary October 2006

Friday October 20 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Im moving! Ive lived all by myself in a room in Page and Perrys antique store for a year. But now Im
moving into a house with friends from college. I did not want to live with Mommy or Daddy but I really
dont like living by myself either. But Im nervous about moving! At least here somebody in my family
fixes my dinner. But now Ill have to fix my own meals and I am straight up not a cook!

And Im worried about how can I pay for it? I babysit like every day cept weekends and really I got all
the money I need for school. I dont spend a lot of money Im cheap! lol Ive babysat four kids a week
but Kimberlys 11 and she really doesnt need a sitter I just go there cuz Rodneys 9 1/2. But I think
Charlotte wont have me babysit anymore when Rodney turns 10. And I straight up dont want to
babysit two kids for $3.50 an hour! So I have to find a job.

And I have to support Mr Biggles! lol I am definitely taking Mr Biggles with me. If u dont know hes my
cat.

later

I dont like moving! I dont hate anything but I really dont like it. Mindy and Frankie r helping me but still.
Im not all moved out yet but Ill tell u about my new roommates.

Noel is like the first friend I made at college shes in one of my English classes. Thats right I have two
English classes! But thats because its my major. lol I wanted to take Psychology but they said Id have
to take the same class I took in junior college all over again! Which is just STOOPID! I guess Ill take it
next semester. Anyway Noel is 19 and a little quiet so ppl think shes shy but shes not. Shes a lot of
fun! Her major is CIS so she knows a lot about computers. She lived in a house with Kibbles and
Matthew b4 but they had problems with their landlord so thats why they moved out.

Kibbles and Matthew are living together theyre the ones who wanted a house. But guess who found
it? Me! We looked at like a million ads but I found the house we got. Anyway Kibbles is 21 shes a
philosophy major and Matthew is 19 hes taking engineering. Theyre both cool. They have a cat too
his name is Stimpy! lol We were worried Mr Biggles wouldnt like him but theyre becoming friends! Hes
neutered like Mr Biggles is so I think that helps.

Clarice is studying medicine shes 17 and she wants to be a nurse. Shes a freshman like me. I dont
really know her very well but Noel said shes cool.

Ok let me tell u about the house. Its close to my college which is cool cuz I still dont have a car! But its
ok cuz I can get a ride from one of my roommates every day cept Monday so I have to take the bus.
We wanted a house with a swimming pool but they were too spenny. Our house has four bedrooms
cuz Kibbles and Matthew are sharing one of course! So everybody else has their own bedroom. I still
have things at my apartment Im here now. I want to get totally moved in tomorrow.

Anyway it has a kitchen, living room, a laundry room, a big front yard with a couple oak trees and a
backyard thats mostly dirt but were going to plant a lawn. It has a big garage but everything I have fits
in my room cuz its bigger than my old one. Some of the house has to be fixed but really not much just
small things. But Noel and Matthew r both good at fixing things and I can help of course. Mindy said
shed help too which is cool. Oh and our house has two bathrooms.

Saturday October 21 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Everything did not go the way it was planned!

First I am still not moved out! We were using Matthews truck and it had a problem it wouldnt start! I
told him about Greg whos Mindys Papa cuz of course hes a mechanic. But Matthew said he could fix it
himself. But really Kibbles fixed it! lol They argued about it but really it wasnt bad. Its like everybodys
stressed cuz of moving. Nobody likes to move!

It was funny too cuz Frankie helped today he helped everybody. Frankie is thin but hes totally strong.
So then Matthew started carrying more like it was a contest or something. Then Frankie carried more
it was crazy! lol It was funny cuz Matthew isnt really tall but hes big he has a lot of muscles. He said
usually he could carry more cuz his back was bothering him. So I dont know whos strongest! Really I
dont care I just thought it was funny.

Anyway Im still here in my apartment and Mindys spending the night. Its totally weird cuz this is my last
night here! Our coven doesnt have new moon esbats just full moon but Mindy and Austra and I had
one anyway. I really miss Germana thats Austras older sister. Shes in our coven of course but shes in
college in England.

Its weird thinking about my best friends. Mindy still lives close to me but not as close. Germanas in
England, Laura is in Chicago shes been there for years but shes always here to see her
grandparents on Christmas which is good. Becky is still in my old town but I dont see her much
anymore. :( And Harmony lives really far away of course I only see him about once a year. Flower is
like Mindys little sister and really shes like my little sister too. Its not really the same as a best friend
but shes a great friend I really love u Flower! I know Ive told u who reads my diary that I know IRL but I
dont know if I ever told u Flower reads it now. Johnnie reads my diary too but I havent heard from him
in like forever.

And this is weird too but Herbie goes to my college and I like never see him! He was my boyfriend for
a long time and were still friends. But we dont have any classes together and we arent even on
campus at the same time cept when one of us is in class. I really have to see Herbie more cuz hes a
great friend.

Its like graduating from high school changes everything. I was already moved out and of course I went
to junior college when I was still a high school student. But still its different.

I was going to watch the first game of the World Series at my new house but we decided to watch it
here. Everytime I watch it I think of Daddy. I know he and Mommy r never going to get together again.
Anyway I dont want to think about that anymore cuz it just makes me depressed. And really I dont care
I dont live with them anyway. But its hard on Thanksgiving and Christmas and birthdays.

I hope the Tigers win the series but really I dont care. They thought theyd have a sweep but the
Cardinals beat them 7 to 2! But really I have so much homework its like I dont have time to think about
baseball!

Mindys taking a class at the junior college I wish we were still in classes together. She says she does
too.

Anyway we have to go to bed I have to finish moving tomorrow!

Sunday October 22 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I am FINALLY moved! It took forever. Its like I only had to move one room! I just had my bedroom and
my bathroom and I didnt have much to move from the bathroom. Of course I helped everybody else
too.

Really its weird here cuz Kibbles and Matthew have their own bathroom and Noel and Clarice and I
have to share the other one. Matthew said they should only pay a fourth cuz theyre sharing a
bedroom! Noel thinks he was serious but I know he was just kidding.

Oh and guess what? I dont have to worry about cooking! Nobody likes to clean but me and Kibbles.
So everybody else is doing the cooking and were doing the cleaning! Cept we each take care of our
own bedroom and Noel and Clarice and I all have to clean our bathroom. We dont have a lot of house
rules which is cool. And I can have anybody spend the night as long as they dont cause a problem. Of
course none of my friends would.

Guess what? I finally have a bathtub! I still havent taken a bath here but I will! Of course I have to
share the bathroom with Noel and Clarice. We each got our own part of the medicine cabinet but
really I dont have a lot cuz I dont use much makeup. Noel has a lot its like she could fill the whole
cabinet! lol But shes keeping a lot of stuff in her bag. Oh and I dont need much room for drugs I dont
take any drugs. I almost never get sick which is funny cuz Clarice said she wanted somebody to
practice on! lol

I have to tell u about this. Everybody in my house smokes bud but me! Nobody smokes it a lot but
they want me to try it. Really I do too. Its totally not a problem if u dont do it all the time. Its a lot safer
than cigarettes. But its cool cuz they asked me if it was a prob that they did and of course I said no. I
really want to try it but Im not ready yet. Clarice said baseball isnt boring if ur high! lol Of course we
watched the World Series. Noel and Matthew and me really like the World Series but I think Kibbles
and Clarice really dont care.