Lorien Loveshade's Private Diary March 6 to 9 2006

Monday March 6 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Johnnie wants me to write about babysitting so ok Johnnie! lol I
babysat Kim and Rodney at their apartment then babysat Dee
Dee and Terri and that was a problem! I always babysit the kids
at Charlottes but tonight I had Dee Dee and Terri at their
apartment. Dee Dee doesnt want to listen but she listens to
Rodney. But Rodney wasnt there!

Dee Dee thought cuz it was her house that she could tell me
what to do! She was like “Im not eating that” and “I dont have to
do homework” stuff like that. But I said “Im ur sitter. You have to
listen to me just like u listen to ur Mommy. U know ull get in real
trouble if u dont!” Also I told her if she wanted me to help with
her b-day party then she had to do what I told her! Rodney and
Dee Dees b-days r really close so theyre having a party
together. Im going to plan it with Charlotte and Timmie and I
think Mindy might help too. I like planning parties! But dont
worry I wont write about Becky and my birthday plans today! lol

Oh and it was funny cuz Dee Dee was a problem but she
started doing what I told her right b4 Mindy came over. So
when Mindy was there she was fine! I was like Mindy believe me
she was a problem but Mindy never saw it! lol But Mindy
believed me of course.

Dee Dee and Terri still take baths together which is sweet. Of
course Mindy and I love taking baths together too. Shes my
spiritual sister. It was funny cuz Dee Dee is always worried
about ppl looking up her skirt even me and Im a girl! lol But
then she and Terri wanted to talk to me when they were in the
bathtub together! LMAO Its like u cant see my panties but u
can see me naked! Sometimes kids r just weird.

I thought about Fernando. He wanted us to study together
tonight but of course I couldnt. Mindy thinks he likes me! Ill see
him Tuesday and then at the party. I think hes spending the
night which would be cool cuz I dont know how many ppl r. I
hope he comes!

Tuesday March 7 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I finally started my blog! I didnt know what to write for the first
day so I just told about myself. Im writing it on my site where I
dont post my diary and Im using my real name but just my first
name. It was really short cuz I dont have much time on
Tuesdays!

Fernando said hell come to the party but hes not sure which
days. I told him he can stay all weekend cuz a few ppl r. Mindy
still thinks he likes me! I dont know will I have Herbie and
Fernando fighting over me? lol But really now I dont know if
Herbie is even interested! But thats ok I dont want a boyfriend
just a friend.

Wednesday March 8 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I got good news! The college thats closest to where I live wants
me! Yay!

I got rejected by Bennys old college but I still havent heard from
the one by the beach. If it accepts me Ill have to make a
choice! But at least I know I can go somewhere. Its weird too
but cuz Daddy moved out Im getting more financial aid.
Somebody told Mommy she should say that Daddy didnt live
with us all last year cuz otherwise I wouldnt have gotten the
money. Its like is it my fault Daddy moved out? Its just stupid.
And also I had to say Im paying my own expenses cuz really I
am. I make about $90 a week now. I dont like babysitting four
kids all the time but I like getting the money! lol

Thursday March 9 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I got bad news about Harmony! He was in the hospital and then
he came back home and then he had to go back again! I didnt
even know he went the first time! He went Sunday but he
couldnt do email and he didnt remember my phone number so
he couldnt call me. Then he came home yesterday morning
and then he had to go back again early this morning! He has a
bleeding ulcer poor Harmony!

He said they had to give him transfusions and they moved him
to a bigger hospital. But he said hes feeling ok just dizzy. He
thinks hell be there for a couple days and then come back
home. Its weird too cuz he said he can call me but I cant call
him! They gave him a phone but it doesnt work both ways I
dont know how it works. I love u Harmony come back soon!

later

I promise I wont write about this forever. But what am I going to
do about guys? Herbie and Fernando will both be at the b-day
party and now Oscar will be there too. Oscar might come
Saturday and not Friday which would be easier cuz I wouldnt
have three guys fighting over me at the same time! lol But the
Hollywood party is Friday. Were doing the Cloved Lemon
Kissing Game so u know therell be a lot of kissing in the cuzzi!
lol

later

Why am I writing about guys and parties all the time? I have my
blog now too and of course Im doing my diary for the last day
on March 12 which is the day b4 my 18th b-day. But Im still
thinking about myself all the time. I have to think more about
other ppl. Its been months since we did volunteer work for Mrs.
Cox and I havent done much since. Ive sent emails for the
ACLU and Amnesty International cuz of problems with the
government and political prisoners but thats it. What am I doing
to help ppl? If you want to be important, do something for
somebody else. Ill be 18 in a few days and I have to do more.
Thats why I wont be doing my diary but will be writing a blog
instead. I wont write about me all the time but will write about
ppl and America and the world. Im only one person but Ill do
whatever I can do to help.