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Wednesday March 1 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I didnt start my blog today I just didnt have time! Tuesdays and
Wednesdays r really busy. I want to write about social issues
and religious freedom but I wont here cuz Il save it for my blog!

Ill see Daddy and my cuzins and Becky and Herbie this
weekend cuz tomorrow is Darby b-day.

I dont want to talk about Becky and my b-day party plans all the
time I write about it too much. But Fernando is coming and
Mindy thinks he likes me! And Herbie will be there too! Ok I
dont want to write about guys who might like me all the time
either! lol

later

I am so sorry I forgot to write this! Ive just been thinking about
me and not about Mindy. Im sorry Mindy! Cuz guess what?
Jody asked Mindy on a date this weekend! Isnt that cool?
Mindys a great girl and Jodys cool too. Theyre in orchestra
together. Mindy plays flute and Jody plays the violin. Theyre
both really good! Mindy might be getting a boyfriend!
;)

Thursday March 2 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

My cuzin Darby is 11 today. Hes almost a teenager!

later

I got bad news. Bennys college rejected me! I only applied to
three and the only one I heard from rejected me? This sucks!

Now Im like am I even going to college? And why didnt they
want me? Im getting like all As and A- now! But I guess its cuz
my grades werent very good when I started high school. Mr.  
Lipton said its a hard college to get into but how did Benny get
in and I didnt? And what if nobody else wants me? I know I
could go to junior college but I straight up dont want to do that.
Cuz what if I graduate from there and still nobody wants me?

later

I called Benny. He said he doesnt know why they dont want me
but it might be cuz his grades were higher to start. Also he said
he thinks they needed more students then and now they have
a lot more than they need. He said the other colleges should
accept me. I hope so! But he said dont worry. Mindy and her
family said that too. Im spending the night at her house.

But now I cant go near where Benny and Brandy r! They live in
north California and I really liked going there. San Francisco is
totally cool.

So now I can go to the college thats close or the one thats by
the beach. I hope I can go. I hope somebody wants me!

later

Ok I wont just talk about me Il tell u about Mindy. She said really
shes glad I wont be going to north California cuz then Ill be
closer to her! Really I guess I am too. But I just hope a college
accepts me!

Anyway Mindy is totally excited about her date with Jody.
Theyre going to a movie tomorrow. Im at her house cuz we
want to take a bath together. I have to get her totally clean so
shes ready for her date tomorrow!

Friday March 3 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Im not feeling as bad about Bennys college rejecting me. I
wanted to talk to Mr. Lipton about it today but I couldnt. But
really he told me it was a hard college to get into. And he said
he was sure one of the others would accept me thats why he
said I should apply to three. So I guess Im just worried for
nothing. I hope so!

I do not want to write about the party and guys who might like
me all the time! But the party might be totally weird. Deno cant
come but Herbie, Fernando, and Oscar r all going to be there!
So am I going to have three guys fighting over me? LMAO j/k

I wish Linda and Sharma could come. A lot of my friends cant
be there I wish they could! But still it should be a great party.

later

Johnnie said I havent written much about babysitting so I
promised him I would. He really wants to come to our party but
he cant. Hes cool. Hes a great writer too he wrote three stories
with Ella and Wendi and I think theyre writing another one.

Babysitting four kids is easy. I get paid every Friday and I get
$7 an hour. I babysit Charlottes kids who r Kim whos 10 1/2
and Rodney whos 8 almost 9. I babysit them after school
Mondays thru Friday and Ive done that for two years. Now I
also babysit Timmies kids who r Dee Dee whos 7 almost 8 and
Terri whos 6. I was babysitting them on Monday thru Friday
cept for Wednesdays but Timmies scheduled changed. So Ill
just be babysitting them on Tuesdays thru Fridays. I dont have
all four of them at exactly the same time cuz they dont all get
out of school at the same time. Ill be babysitting Dee Dee and
Terri Monday night but I think thats just one time I dont know. I
dont want to babysit at night all the time. And really I wish I
could have studied with Fernando Monday night cuz we could
help each other. He can help me with Spanish cuz hes Mexican
and I can help him with the Computer class but we can do that
on a different day.

Anyway Rodney is always easy and Kim is now too. Shes a lot
more mature than she was when I started and she helps take
care of Dee Dee and Terri. Really Terri is easy. Dee Dee
doesnt want to do what I tell her but she listens to Rodney! lol
Its really funny. Really she listens to me too but I think she likes
him. Mindy thinks he likes her too! She helps me babysit some
times.

Oh and Im not Kims babysitter Im her sitter! She says thats cuz
shes not a baby and really shes not. Shes had her first period
so shes a woman by nature. Reallys its weird cuz shes always
been guy crazy even when she was 8. But now that shes a
woman shes not! Its weird.

When I just babysat Kim and Rodney we would all do homework
at the same time. Dee Dee has some homework but not a lot
and Terri doesnt really have any. So I have to find things for
her to do to keep her busy. But really Kim tells her more than I
do! lol I have to remind Kim Im the babysitter not her! But really
shes trying to help.

Ok I dont know what else to write about that! Oh I babysit them
at Charlottes apartment but sometimes it might be Timmies.

We had a litle party for Darby. Really it wasnt a party it was just
so I could wish him happy b-day. My cuzins had one for him on
his b-day. They wished me happy b-day too even though its
early.

I think Daddy wants to see me on my b-day but of course I wont
be here then. Tomorrow Becky and I r going to make plans for
our Hollywood Birthday Party!

Saturday March 4 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Mindys date with Jody was bad! Poor Mindy!

She said it was fine til they talked about religion. Jody doesnt
like Wicca! Thats weird cuz he already knew she was Wiccan
so I dont know what his problem is. But Im worried about Mindy!
She was totally excited by her date and then it sucked! I wish I
was there so I could be there for her. But she said thats ok and
I think Flowers coming over which is good. Im glad Mindy has
Flower.

Becky hopes they get a house soon cuz their apartment is
really crowded. And of course a lot of their stuff is at the
storage place. Really she wishes they hadnt moved out of their
old house.

later

I dont even know if Herbie wants to get back together with me!
And we have a lot more problems it sucks!

Becky and I saw a movie with Herbie, Joseph, and Sydney. I
wanted to see Aquamarine of course cuz its about a mermaid.
But not everybody wanted to see it so we saw Date Movie.
Every time Herbie and I see a movie he always sits next to me
but this time he acted like he didnt even care! But I sat next to
him. We had a trial separation in August which is a really long
time. But he always talked like he wanted to get back together
and this time he didnt. So I dont know whats up? Does he like
somebody else?

But it has been a really long time so maybe hes getting lonely!
Of course hes been busy with the play even though he says he
has a small part. But did he meet somebody in the play?

But why should I want Herbie to always want to be with me when
Im the one who broke up with him? But Im still not dating
anybody! Ive been on a few dates but not in a long time. So I
dont know what to do! I really like Herbie hes a great guy and a
special friend. So what do I do?

And Becky and Joseph were weird. Becky just started a trial
separation from Hunter but she acted like Joseph was her
boyfriend! Its just weird. And this is even worse. Becky had to
retake Math or she cant even graduate! I was like why didnt
she tell me that b4?

And Im also worried about our party. I know I said I wouldnt
write about it all the time but ts supposed to rain! They have an
indoor outdoor pool so we can swim indoors but still. And a lot
of ppl cant come! Ppl I thought would be there said they cant
come for all weekend! But I said they dont have to. The
costume part is just Friday night and ppl dont have to be there
all weekend. But now Im like is anybody staying all weekend?

This sucks!

Sunday March 5 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I dont think Mommy and Daddy r ever getting together! Daddy
talks like he doesnt care and Mommys spending too much time
with other guys. I wish theyd get back together. And Daddy still
wont talk to Benny or Brandy I dont know if he ever will. And
Matthew still has trouble saying a lot of words and nobodys
doing anything to help him. My family sucks!
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I hope somebody
wants me!
I like making
money!
Kim was boy
crazy since she
was 8 but now
shes a woman
by nature shes
not! Weird.
Jody asked Mindy
on a date this
weekend!
Bennys college
rejected me!
Mindy is totally
excited about her
date with Jody.
Babysitting four
kids is easy.
We had a little
party for Darby.
Becky, Herbie,
Joseph, Sydney,
and I saw a movie
together.
Why should I want
Herbie to always
want to be with me
when Im the one
who broke up with
him?
I dont think
Mommy and
Daddy r ever
getting together!
Ill write about
social issues and
religious freedom  
in my blog.
Mindys date with
Jody was bad!
The party might
be totally weird.