Lorien Loveshade's Private Diary February 17 2006 B

Friday February 17 2006 (Part B)

Read the first part HERE

Some of used the hot tub which was fun. And guess what we
had? A cloved lemon! If u dont know this is how u do the cloved
lemon game. U dont have to do it in a hot tub or jacuzzi u can
do it anywhere. Somebody gets a lemon and puts cloves in it. It
doesnt have to make a pattern but this time we had two
lemons! One had 17 for Kaylas 17th birthday and one had 22
for Crystals. So we let each of them start! I didnt think it would
work with two lemons but it did. Sometimes it got confusing cuz
one time Kayla got both lemons at the same time! lol But after
that it worked cuz the ppl who werent in the hot tub used one
lemon and we used the other one. The person who has a
cloved lemon has to give it someone else. Then that person
takes out a clove with their teeth so it freshens their breath.
Then they let the person who gave them the lemon kiss them!
But the person who gets the lemon gets to decide what kind of
kiss. It could be on ur hand, head, cheek, lips, or with ur
tongue! Really u could have them kiss u anywhere but only if
they want to! U cant make anybody do something they really
dont want to do.

Not everybody wanted to use the hot tub cuz some ppl didnt
bring a swimsuit. I wont tell u what everybody wore but Ill tell u
about my new suit! I got this really cute camikini. The cami is
pink with black trim and ties in front. Then the bikini panty has a
wide pink stripe on top and the rest of its black. Its cool cuz it
makes me look bigger on top and smaller on the bottom!

And really we couldnt use the hot tub at the same time cuz its
not big enough! I dont know what happened with the ppl who
werent in the tub but I can tell u what we did! The ones in the
hot tub at first were Deno, Herbie, Dolphinia, Germana, Cassie,
Luv, Mindy, Cole, and me. We only had three guys and six girls
but that was ok. Really not everybody was in the water all the
time and some ppl left b4 then. I was totally surprised Becky
didnt get in right away cuz she had the jacuzzi for years and
now she doesnt have one! But Cassie said it was cuz Alan was
in the other group! lol Really Alan didnt come in cuz Mindy and
Dolphinia r both 14. I was like u can still kiss them it doesnt
have to be Frenchies! But he said when u make XXX movies u
have to be extremely careful cuz they always want to arrest u
for something! That is so stupid! Why cant cops leave ppl
alone? Anyway I wont talk about that.

We got our lemon from Becky cuz she gave it to Cole. Poor
Cole didnt know what to do! So Becky just gave him a KOTL
cuz she kisses everybody that way. Then Cole really didnt
know what to do! So we explained the rules to him again. But
Dolphinia said she thought he was just feeling nervous! So Luv
said just give it to somebody ur comfortable with. But the only
ppl he knew well in the hot tub were Dolphinia and Herbie. Its
ok if a guy gives it to a guy but most guys dont. And then I
looked at Dolphinia and I thought she wants him to give it to
her! But Cole was so nervous I think he wanted to leave! I was
thinking poor Cole!

But then Luv said “u can give it to me if u dont mind kissing my
hand.” So thats what he did. Luv is really good at helping ppl
feel better. I guess thats why shes called Luv!

Then Luv gave it to Deno. I thought hed just have her kiss him
on his cheek or his head or something. But he had her kiss him
on the lips! Mindy thinks he was just trying to make me jealous!
But I was like why should I be jealous I do not want Deno as a
boyfriend! Its like do I have to send him an email? But of course
Mindy didnt say anything then so I didnt even think about it til
later.

Then Deno gave the cloved lemon to me. So I took out a clove
with my teeth and then put it in the cup. U should have a plastic
cup cuz u dont want cloves in the hot tub! Then this was weird
cuz I almost wanted him to French kiss me! I dont know why. I
think it was the booze! lol But Herbie was there so I didnt. So I
let him kiss me on the lips. But something else happened later!

Then Cassie said “when r we going to have some real kissing
here?” So I said “not from me Cassie!” LMAO So I gave the
lemon to Herbie. And then I thought how is he going to ask me
to kiss him? But he just had me KOTC which was really weird.
He was my boyfriend for two years and now Im kissing him on
the cheek? Then I think Dolphinia got out but she just said she
had to go to the bathroom. I dont remember cuz it kept
changing.

But I remember when Randy got in. He didnt bring a swimsuit
so he got in the hot tub in his underwear! He was wearing white
boxers. That wasnt a prob but the prob was he said he and
Kayla had a fight! He said she French kissed Mexi so he was
going to French kiss somebody too! Then Cassie said “I havent
been kissed yet!”

But Luv said “will it help you feeling mad at her if you make her
mad at you?” I dont even remember what happened. But I know
Cassie gave it to Randy and they started French kissing! I
thought that would be a total problem. But Randy liked it! And I
guess it was ok cuz of what happened later.

Then Randy said “I want to French kiss everybody!” But Herbie
said “not me!” LMAO But then guess who Randy gave the
lemon to? Me! And I straight up didnt know what to do. Cuz I
thought if I do Frenchies with Randy then I have to do it with
Herbie and Deno! But really I wanted to! But then I dont know
why I did this but I gave him my hand! Then I was like what am I
doing? Then he said “is that all Im getting?”

Then Luv said “you only get what she offers you.” But I didnt
know what to do! Then I looked at Cassie and guess what she
was doing? She was looking at me and she had her hand over
her mouth. Her fingers were spread and her mouth was open.
And then she started wiggling her tongue! She was showing me
how to kiss him! lol

I cant believe I did this but guess what I did? I did just like
Cassie showed me! So Randy started French kissing me! It
was so weird. Hes a good kisser but he kisses hard! And then I
thought Im French kissing Kaylas boyfriend and hes in his
underwear! :o

So then I was like who do I give the lemon to? Cuz if I gave it to
Deno then Herbie would be jealous, and if I gave it to Deno
then Herbie would be jealous! Cole wasnt in the hot tub then
and I couldnt give it back to Randy! And I didnt want to give it to
Germana or Cassie cuz I knew theyd try to French me! So I
gave it to Mindy. But then Mindy put her hand over her mouth!
And I was like Mindy! But then she said “my hands closed that
means no Frenchies!” LMAO So I just gave her a KOTL.

Ok I have to tell u what happened later. Different ppl went in
and out at different times and I wasnt in there all the time. But
finally there was Herbie, Deno, Mexi, Crystal, Germana,
Dolphinia, Mindy, and me. Kayla and Randy were still there but
they were in the guest bedroom! They stayed there all night
together so u know what they were doing! ;)

Then Crystal who is Becky said “everybody who wants to
French kiss somebody here raise your hand.” And almost
everybody raised their hand! I didnt at first but then I did too!
Mindy and Dolphinia didnt. But when I raised my hand then
Mindy did. And then Dolphinia did too!

So then Crystal said “everybody who wants to do Frenchies
with everybody here raise your hand.” And I was like with
everybody? But guess who raised their hands? Crystal and
Germana! Then she said “if you dont want to French
everybody get out of the hot tub!” And I was like Becky! But
Dolphinia said “dont pay attention cuz shes drunk!” Of course
she was. Really I was a little drunk too! And then Germana said
“if u do that Crystal you wont kiss anybody but me!” Cuz
everybody else would leave!

So then Crystal said “ok. From now on all kisses r French
kisses or better. Everybody in?”

I said “Becky thats not the way the game works!” But Germana
said “Lorien, everybody here wants to kiss somebody. So
everybody has somebody they want to give the lemon to. So its
not a prob.” But then I said “what if they give it to somebody
they want to French kiss but that person doesnt want to do it?”

So then we said it could be KOTL or better. But Deno said he
didnt want to do that with a guy! But none of the guys did either
so it wasnt a prob. Cuz none of the guys would give it to a guy.
Really I wished they would cuz I love seeing guys kissing!
Anyway it wasnt a prob with the girls cuz none of us cared if
another girl kissed us on the lips.

We said Crystal was the birthday girl so she should start. So
she gave it to Mindy! But then Mindy looked at me really funny.
And I was like OMG! Cuz I knew Mindy wanted to do Frenchies
with Becky! Of course she did that b4. Becky is the first person
she French kissed cuz Becky gave her kissing lessons. But that
was a lesson this wasnt! But then Mindy just gave her a peck
on the lips.

Then Mindy gave it to Mexi. Of course theyve French kissed b4
and they did it again! lol And I was like is Mexi going to give it to
me? But he gave it to Crystal. I didnt think theyd ever stop
kissing! lol

Ok I dont remember everybody who got kissed. But Herbie got
it and gave it to me! And it was so weird. Cuz I really wanted to
French kiss Herbie and of course he was my boyfriend for two
years. But its totally different kissing ur exboyfriend! And I was
afraid of how would I feel? Would all my feelings come back?
Would I go back to him?

But I had to find out. So out came our tongues! lol But it was
weird. It was special I really like kissing Herbie. Hes a great
kisser and a great friend. But I didnt feel in love again! I was
glad but really I was sad too! Its like I almost hoped Id feel in
love with him again but I didnt. He looked at me funny after but I
dont know why. I was thinking I hope I kissed him ok! But then I
thought maybe his feelings were mixed up too. But my feelings
really got mixed up later!

Anyway u know I had to give the lemon to Deno! Of course
weve dated and done Frenchies b4 too even though he wasnt
ever my boyfriend. Denos a good tongue kisser too! ;)

Then Deno gave it to Dolphinia! And I knew Dolphinia said
shed never French kissed b4. And she just met Deno! So I
thought will this be her first? But she just kissed him on the lips.

Then I thought whoever she gives the lemon to has to be the
one she wants to do Frenchies with! And guess who she gave
it to? Herbie! And I almost shivered! And it wasnt cuz it was cold
cuz of course we were the hot tub. Its in a little house so it was
totally warm. But then I thought what if Dolphinia likes Herbie
and Herbie likes her too? But then I thought why should I care?
But I did care! I know it doesnt make any sense. If I dont want
Herbie for my boyfriend then why cant somebody else? Is it like
I never want him to date anybody for the rest of his life? But its
almost like a part of me did! It was so weird!

But it didnt happen cuz Herbie just gave her a KOTL.

I wont say every kiss but Crystal gave it to Germana and u
know they did Frenchies. Sometimes I think Becky separated
from Hunter so she could be with Germana! LMAO j/k

Finally we went to bed. I thought Deno would spend the night
but he went home. Then I was like how did Cole get back? But
he rode with Cassie. Alan drove cuz he didnt get drunk like
Cassie did. So Herbie spent the night in Mexis room, and
Germana, Crystal, Mindy, Dolphinia and I spent the night in
Germanas room. It was funny cuz Crystal said “wheres Randy
and Kayla?” And Germana said “theyre in the guest room.”
Then Crystal said “what r they doing in there?” And Germana
said “f**king.” LMAO

Then Crystal said “lets go watch” and I was like Becky! Beckys
cool but Crystal is such a hoochie! lol j/k But guess what we did
watch? One of Cassie and Alans movies! It was funny cuz
Dolphinia was in total shock! She kept saying “Oh My God Oh
My God” like over and over! lol Germana said “havent u seen a
porno b4?” And Dolphinia said “not with somebody I know!”
Really it was weird the first time I saw Cassie with Nelson. He
was her boyfriend like two years ago but hes not a porn actor
they just did it for fun. Lindsey whos Cassies little sister showed
it to us shes the one who taped them doing it. I really miss
Lindsey shes cool!

Then Crystal said “Im not watching a porno without doing
something!” And I was like Becky! Cuz weve all done sharies
together b4 but not with Dolphinia! And shes only 14 anyway.
Ok I know Mindys 14 so that doesnt really make any difference.
But I didnt know how shed feel about it.

But we were all too sleepy to do anything anyway. It was after 3
in the morning!