Lorien Loveshade's Private Diary February 11 to 13 2006

Saturday February 11 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Guess what? I got a letter from somebody in Congress! Isnt
that kewl? If u dont know I joined the ACLU. Its the American
Civil Liberties Union which fights for ppls rights. I think they
believe it if harms none do as you will even though I dont know
if they say that. They tell u how u can send emails to ur
representatives on issues and one of them wrote me back!
That is totally kewl. Its like Im only 17 but I can still make a
difference! I wish I could vote in the next election but its like
right b4 I turn 18. But I can vote in November! Mindy wants to
help the ACLU too and shes just 14. They had a girl on their
website who started a campaign and she was a teenager. I
really should do more to help ppl.

I should do more volunteer work cuz now Im not doing anything!
We used to clean house for Mrs. Cox but we havent done that
for a long time. I really should do something! Mindys also in
Amnesty International which helps free political prisoners and
Im in it too. But I havent written any letters for them in a while I
should write more. Really sometimes it feels like I spend all day
writing my diary and dont write anything else! Cept for
homework of course. Germana has a keyboarding test Im going
to take that shows u how fast u type. If I can type faster I can
write more!

Ok I have to get ready for the Nudist Valentines Day Party!

later

The party was great! I didnt even miss going to the Valentines
Day Dance at my high school. And I met a totally kewl guy!

Aunt Lizzie picked me up with Molasses and Zone. His name is
Timezone but everybody calls him Zone. Really I dont know if
thats their real names. Anyway Molasses rode shotgun and
Zone sat behind her and I sat behind Aunt Lizzie. It was cool
cuz I dont get to talk to them much. Theyre both like hippies
and theyre also Libertarian. I told them I can vote this year and
they said that was cool. I wish I could vote for the primaries but
its like two weeks too early.

Then this was weird but I thought I just waxed off all my hair
downstairs and Molasses and Zone dont shave at all! They
believe in everything natural which is a lot like Aunt Lizzie. So I
thought I hope they wont be upset! But then I thought that was
silly. Its not like theyre going to care if I have lap hair or not! lol
So anyway finally I told everybody cuz I thought theyre going to
see everything anyway! lol They didnt think there was any
problem. Zone said I should be free to express my own
individuality. Then he said one time he took off all his hair! And
Molasses said she did too! And I mean everywhere! He said
that was their total exposure stage! LMAO He said they and
some other ppl did it when Reagan was president cuz the
government was hiding everything. It was a protest and they
even went in public totally shaved and totally naked! And
nobody arrested them! So that was cool.

Really I think the government is hiding even more now. Its like u
cant believe anything they tell u. Perry says that too. They lied
about the war and now theyre lying about spying on ppl and
about money. Zone says they always lie about money cuz thats
where power is. Thats why money is the root of all evil. Zone
said he guesses hes not evil cuz he doesnt have any money!
LMAO Zone and Molasses r really cool.

Ok let me tell u about the party and the guy I met! There was a
lot of ppl there I couldnt believe how many! I wont tell u
everybody but Flower whos 11 1/2 was there with her family
which is her Mommy and Daddy Rickie and Tyrone, her little
brother Ike who 6, and her little sister Pippy whos 2. I also saw
Aunt Lizzies younger sister Mindee and her husband Carter
and their daughters Jade whos 8 and Linda whos almost 6. I
think Andy was with a babysitter hes 1 1/2. Lianna and Kyle
were there too theyre friends of Flowers family. I thought
Normie might be there but he wasnt. But Im not going to list
everybody who was there. But Ill tell u about Oscar! I met him at
the party hes 21 and his parents r Eli and Bret. He goes to
college and knows a lot about plants and flowers. And hes
really sweet! But Ill tell u more about him later!

I wanted to get a heart painted on me downstairs but Rose who
usually does it wasnt there. Molasses said she could paint me
but nobody got body painted! Molasses and Kyle did face
painting for some of the kids but guess what? Flower and I got
face painted too! lol We both got hearts I got one on each
cheek.

Oh and this was totally kewl. I wanted to go to my high school
Valentines Day Dance cuz I love dancing. But at the party we
had naked dancing! It was totally fun. I never dance naked!
And it was cool who I danced with!

It was in like this hall and it was totally decorated with cupid and
Venus and hearts and red and white and pink balloons and lots
of food! I helped Aunt Lizzie with her brownies but really all I did
was help cut them into squares and put a heart candy on them.
We didnt have a group we just played CDs.

Ok guess who asked me to dance and I mean the first dance?
Oscar! It was so weird. Its like I just met him and now I was
dancing with him naked! lol Really it wasnt much different than
dancing with clothes on cept if u bounce! lol Oh and its weird if
u bump into somebody! Also u dont see a lot of nudist slow
dancing! LMAO

Oscar is cool. Aunt Lizzie and Flower didnt even know him cuz
hes been at college. Hes doesnt go to one of the ones I applied
to. Hes studying Botany so he knows a lot about plants. And
guess what else he does? Gymnastics! I told him about Stacy
and Carie of course. Stacy does gymnastics for fun but we
think Carie will go to the Olympics some day. He said no way is
he good enough for the Olympics but he likes it! He said its
great exercise. I told him I take Dance which is good exercise
too. He said I was a great dancer! And I danced with him a lot
we danced five times! I also danced with Zone and Sweetwater
and Flower we all danced together which was fun. Its like u can
be dancing with one person and ur also dancing with
somebody else. I dont know how to explain it.

Ok Ill talk about something else other than Oscar! lol Nobody
asked me why I took off all my lap hair cept Flower. Of course
Oscar never saw me b4 so he didnt know it was any different.
But its funny cuz Flower wants to grow lap hair! lol Its like if u
dont have any hair downstairs u really want it to grow cuz thats
a sign of becoming a woman. But once u start growing it then u
have to shave the sides off and then u wish u didnt have any!
lol Its weird being totally shaved. I think my pussy first started
growing hair when I was like 9 years old or maybe 10. I guess
10. So its been 7 years since I saw what I look like downstairs!
lol

Oh and guess what Flower told me? Its ok for her to have
Bobbie as a boyfriend! Yay! She said that Rickie and Tyrone
wont let her date til shes older but she can call him her
boyfriend. She said she cant date til shes 16 but I think shes
kidding I think they said 13. Bobbie just turned 13 but Flowers
only 11 1/2. So she has to wait a year and half! I told her I
couldnt date til I was 15 even though I dated earlier anyway. I
just didnt tell Mommy and Daddy! lol

Ok I have to tell u more about Oscar. Everybody was inside
most of the time but Oscar and I went for a little walk. He knew
the names of all the flowers and plants which was cool. And he
smiles a lot he has a beautiful smile. And hes sweet. He was
always asking me if I wanted more punch or snacks or
something. And guess what else? He even asked me if I ever
thought about going to a different college! And he meant his
college of course! I wish I applied there. But I think its too late. :(

It was weird cuz I wanted to hold his hand. Really I even wanted
him to kiss me! But its like how do u kiss a guy when ur both
naked? Cuz when ur nudist u arent supposed to do anything
sexual. But its like if u kiss a guy and ur really doing Frenchies
u can get excited. And when ur totally shaved downstairs ppl
could tell! Oscars taking botany but Im not ready for him to see
my flower open up! LMAO Oh and of course they could tell if he
got too excited! lol So we just talked. We didnt talk about
religion so I dont know what he believes. He said he doesnt ride
horses much but he likes computers! Hes got his own website
so Ill have to see it. I told him about mine too. I mean the one
that doesnt have my diary of course. And I even did something
else I never do. I gave him my cell phone number! I hope he
calls!

The party didnt last really late but it was totally kewl!

later

I spent the night at Aunt Lizzies. I thought maybe Flower would
stay too but it was just me. I wish Oscar could stay too! LMAO
j/k

Ok I read what I wrote about Oscar and I want to delete it!
Really I wasnt all that excited! It was just really kewl. Cuz I was
feeling bad cuz I didnt have a date for the Valetines Day
Dance. So I just go to a party and then I meet a cool guy! Aunt
Lizzie thought he was cool too. She knows a lot about ppl right
away. Especially about their sex life! lol Its weird cuz she can
tell whos a virgin whos not when she first meets somebody. She
knew right away Becky was bi when she first met her. I didnt
ask her about Oscar I was too embarrassed to find out! lol
Really Oscar was sweet but its not like Im totally in love with him
or something. It was just cool knowing that guys still like me!
But the only guy I slept with was Mr. Ballistic! ;) Really I didnt
think Id use him at Aunt Lizzies house but I had to. My
chiweewee was just too excited! lol

Really I have to stop thinking about sex so much. Its like all I
can think about! I cant think about anything else! LMAO j/k

Sunday February 12 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

You straight up wont believe what I did today. I almost flashed a
cop! LMAO

I spent the night at Aunt Lizzies of course. Shes a nudist and a
lot of her friends r too so u can go naked in her house if u want
to. Anyway I was in the bathroom but I wasnt totally naked I had
my lavendar thong panties on. But I didnt hear the doorbell
ring. I guess Aunt Lizzie saw Puck outside or something and
just let him in. So I opened the door of the bathroom and
started to walk out. And then I heard a mans voice! I was like
OMG! And really I already started stepping out of the bathroom
but I dont think he saw me. So I stepped right back in! lol

Im a nudist of course but its totally different being nude in front
of other nudists. Thats not the same as walking out in front of a
cop! lol Aunt Lizzie said he wouldnt care he borrows her nudist
books and magazines anyway. But I am not a magazine! lol

We have our esbat tonight so that should be cool!

later

Our esbat was good! And I have to tell u about Mindys date!
But Il talk about my coven first.

Really its my new covens first regular ceremony. We had our
first ceremony where my old coven recognized us, then we had
our elevations, so this was our first regular one. We had a little
birthday for Goldina cuz her birthdays Wednesday. Shell be 51
but she doesnt care who knows it.

A lot of what we do is a lot like my old coven but there are some
differences. We still have ppl who want to do our ceremonies
skyclad or topfree! I think that would be cool but we already
decided not to. So why r we still discussing it? Im sorry
Germana cuz I know shell read this. But Austra doesnt want to
ok? I think if some time Tamber wasnt there she might but hes
our High Priest! Ok I wont talk about that anymore.

Were going to have our ceremonies wearing just our robes
which really r like sheets. Its better to have ceremonies outside
but if its too cold u can have them inside. Oh and of course if ur
on ur period u can wear something for that! lol

Also were studying Asian Gods and Goddesses more than my
old coven cuz of course thats what Mindy invokes. And we
might not be as exclusive as my old coven! Were talking about
having more open ceremonies which really I think is good. I
really want Kayla and Deno to be able to come more often.

Ok now let me tell u about Mindy. She had a great time at the
Valentines Dance! She said Jody was really being sweet to her.
And he kissed her and I mean lots of tongue! lol But she said
he wasnt trying to force anything he was just getting excited! Of
course I told Mindy what happened with me too and I also
talked to Germana. Poor Germana did not have a good time!
She said it was a boring dance but Mindy didnt think so. But I
dont know. Anyway Germanas going to spend the night with me
tomorrow but of course Ill see Mindy during the day.

Monday February 13 2006

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Germana said something totally different! She said she had a
good time at the dance! She just meant it wasnt great. Kayla
had a great time but Carol said it was just ok. So I dont know
what happened! lol

I had a good time at the party of course but I wish Oscar would
call me! I guess I could call him. But I think Ill wait cuz maybe
hell call me on Valentines Day!

Next weekend will be weird. Were having the birthday party for
Kayla and Crystal which is Beckys fake name. But now were not
sure where were going to have it! Its like everythings getting
changed. Most of Kaylas friends r here and Beckys r there by
my old school. But Beckys new apartment straight up isnt big
enough for the party. So if we cant have it at her crib where
can we have it out there? And its this weekend!

later

Ok I did it! Im not going to make this long I promise! But
Germana spent then night with me tonight then Mindy will on
Thursday. If u dont know Germana has been curious to see
what it feels like to touch a girl whos totally shaved downstairs.
And of course now I am! It definitely feels different.

So I told her “ok Germana. Ill let u touch me downstairs but its
just to touch me! U can see what it feels like. But u have to
promise thats it!” So she promised. And then she touched me!

It felt really weird cuz girls dont touch me down there! lol
Sometimes Mindy does a little and of course Cassie did. She
opened me up downstairs and massaged a little when I tried to
get Mr XXXmas in there. But that was helping it wasnt
masterbating me! lol Anyway Germana just touched me really
lightly and it tickled! Its easier to get tickled downstairs when ur
shaved than it is when u have lap hair. And then she wanted to
touch my lips! I told her ok but thats it! And really she didnt try
to do anything else. All she said was to be fair I could touch
her. At first I just said thats ok and I wasnt going to. But she
said it would be good for me to feel the difference cuz thats
what she did. So thats what I did. And guess who was totally
wet downstairs? LMAO Its like she was dripping down there! lol

So anyway u know we did sharies. But u wont believe what I
did. I used Mr XXXmas! Thats my biggest dildo. Hes twice as
long as Mr Ballistic hes 12 inches not 6. But really the biggest
part is hes a lot bigger around. I didnt get him in very far but I
got him in part way! Germana told me I should use Mr Ballistic
first til I started opening up more and got wetter downstairs. I
used some Corn Huskers lotion too cuz that really helps. And
then I got Mr XXXmas in! It was only like two inches but still.
Thats more than I ever did b4! I can get Mr Ballistic in farther of
course but hes not as big around. Germana said it was good
for me. Cuz if I ever got with a guy who was that big Id want to
be able to get him inside! lol

Ok I wont write about this all day long. But now u know what
happened! lol

later

Oh I totally forgot to tell u about the keyboarding test. Germana
has this test that shows how fast u type. Guess what I do? 77
words a minute! Yay! I didnt know I typed that fast. I think Ill
take the test again. I think I can type even faster!