| JaNuArY 15 - 19 2006 |
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| Sunday January 15 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS It is so hard to study at my cuzins! The kids r everywhere! And really I cant study at Beckys either. Germanas there now so who knows what theyre doing? :o I have to study cuz this week is finals! Really I think I should just go back to my crib where its quiet. But Germana wants to stay longer. I really want to see my old school friends but I have to study! later U wont believe where I went to study. Herbies! It was cool cuz I got to talk to Miss Sasha a little and also to Lena. Miss Sasha doesnt drive much so somebody will be picking her up for our meetings. That means an hour trip both ways but we dont mind. I think shell spend the night at Goldinas house so she wont have to go back right away. Herbie is still asking me if Im dating anybody! I had to tell him not right now cuz I couldnt lie to him. I have to start dating! This is supposed to be a trial separation but its not a trial if Im only dating one person! Anyway at least I can study when Im with Herbie. Were taking different classes of course but we could still help each other. Mindy and I really want to talk to Miss Sasha about writing stories cuz of course shes a famous Wiccan author. Mindys with me now. But we cant really tell her about the secret book were writing cuz I dont know what shed think! Some ppl might think it makes fun of the Goddess but really it doesnt. The God and Goddess have a sense of humor too! Some aspects r even jokers! Eris is a real aspect of Goddess and Crow is a real aspect of God. Anyway Stacy and Carie want me to go to one of their gymnastics competition and really I want to and Mindy does too. Stacy does gymnastics for fun but Carie is really serious she even has a professional coach. Stacys wins awards and Caries won a lot. She might even go to the state competition! Its cool cuz of course I used to babysit Carie when she was little. Im proud of them both! Theyre both 12 now. Stacy doesnt care thats shes growing the body of a woman but Carie is totally worried about it. Gymnasts have to stay thin. But when u get close to puberty u start gaining weight especially in the hips and later in the chest. And that can throw off ur balance! But really I dont think Carie has anything to worry about. She still has the body of a little girl. Its weird cuz it bothers Mindy that she looks like a little girl but Carie wants to! Of course Mindys starting to develop. Her nipples have gotten puffy and she had some lap hairs til she plucked them all out. I dont know why she did that! Ok she says she thought she looked funny with just five hairs. But I think it looked cute! Oh Mindy and I have decided were finally going to do something. Were going to get another piercing in our ears! We were going to do that like months ago I dont know why we didnt. We both have one piercing in each ear and no others, we both have long dark brown hair with bangs even though Mindys is a little darker, we both have brown eyes, and we dont have any tatoos. We even talked about cutting our hair short cuz weve both had long hair with straight bangs like forever. Mommy cuts both our hair so she could do it. But I dont know. It takes so long to grow back! I wish Mindy and I had an apartment together. I really dont like living by myself. But I dont want to live with Mommy and everybody and I dont want to live with Daddy and my cuzins either. But my crib is too small for two ppl really its small for me! And Mindy just has her bedroom. We could live in the tree house but thats small too! Oh Mindy just said I could get a doll to live with me! lol I have dolls of course but I mean one of the ones we look at on the Internet. If u dont know they have these dolls that look totally real theyre beautiful. U can get men and women and boys and girls even babies. But theyre really spenny! They cost like hundreds of dollars even thousands! But the ones u can buy from Japan r cheaper. And some of them u can do things with! ;) Ok Im going to do something with Mindy so buh bye! later Mindy needs a spanking! LMAO j/k If u dont know shes been looking at adult baby sites like forever. She wants me to change her just like I did in a past life cuz I was her Mommy. But she keeps getting nervous! She only wore a diaper here once and then she didnt even use it. Im like Mindy I changed ur diaper lots of times in a past life and Ive changed wet diapers in this life like a million times! Its not like she wants to poop in them or something. Really even if she did Id do that for her too. But she just wants to pee. And I even got Matthews old plastic cover for my bed so we dont have to worry about leaks. But she said we didnt have time cuz I had to study for finals. But we had time to do sharies! ;) So I told Mindy when we have the four day weekend Im changing u! Thats in like two weeks. Were going to get our ears pierced then too and Germana might get her belly button pierced too. Wendi wants to but I dont know if she can. I dont think Im going on the timeshare this month with Uncle Oz. I really want to but I cant bring any friends. Theres only room enough for four ppl and he already has two coming. Really Uncle Oz might want to bring a lady anyway. He might have wanted to be alone with Nataline more the last time I went on a timeshare with him even though he said he didnt. But Im really glad I went. I never get to spend time alone with Uncle Oz anymore so it was very special. Monday January 16 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS I am tired of studying I have to take a break! Let me tell u our idea. We want to cheer up Becky. So Germana said we should have a birthday party for Crystal! lol If u dont know Crystal is the name on Beckys fake ID. Crystal is 21 and Becky is 17 of course. But Crystals birthday is close to Valentines Day. So we could have a Valentines Birthday Party! Well probably have it on a weekend cuz I think Valentines Day in on a Wednesday. It could be fun! Well have a birthday party for somebody whos not even real! lol Oh and Germana said shes definitely getting her belly button pierced so Mindy and Germana and I can get piercings together. Mindy and I r just getting another one in our ears but it should be fun. I hope we can get Wendi to do it too but she cant tell her parents. Well have a piercing party! So thats two parties that arent real parties! lol later I decided not to have anybody spend the night so I could study and thats a mistake! I dont like being here alone at night cuz the antique store is closed all day Monday so it feels empty. Mindy and I went shopping cuz I had to get away from here! We got these matching tops that r cute. Theyre red T shirts with white letters and they say Brat, Princess, Nice, and Naughty and theres a box by each word. But the only boxes checked r the ones that say Brat and Naughty! lol Really I wish Princess was checked too cuz of course thats what Herbie called me. I really miss Herbie. Its almost like when I left my old coven it broke a bond. I know really it didnt and we broke up like six months ago. Our covens r sister covens so were still linked. And of course Miss Sasha whos our Elder Priestess is Herbies grandmother. But that feels weird too. Shes in my coven and not his! And then its weird cuz she has to drive an hour here and I wasnt driving an hour there! Maybe I should have. But I couldnt drive! But of course she doesnt drive much either. I dont know it just seems weird. I thought of Herbie as just a friend for a long time. But he wanted to be my boyfriend for years! Then we were for two years and then I broke up so I could date other ppl. But all Im dating is Deno! Ok Im ready to decide something. I will date somebody else! But I straight up dont know who. Tuesday January 17 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS Im tired of studying! I got finals for college this week then high school next week. I babysat Shari and she was sweet. Shes 5 and goes to kindergarten. And Kim helped me! Really Kim did a good job cept she kept wanting to tell Shari everything she had to do! lol Rodney was good too. I hope I can babysit Shari regular but I dont know if that will happen. I need more money! And really its as easy to babysit three as it is two. This is funny cuz later I was chatting and Mindy called me and said “r u doing ur homework?” lol She was acting like she was my Mommy! Thats ok I love u Mindy! Wednesday January 18 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS I have my Spanish final tonight but Im not even going to write about that. I want to think about dating but I dont have time for that either! lol later I had my Spanish final and I think I did good. I want to get an A for the class I hope I do! Una A es mui bien! Thursday January 19 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS I had my American History final I hope I did ok! Im not sure cuz I think I answered two essays wrong! I hope not. I got all As and A- one time in high school and college and I want to do that again. But I dont know. Loni wants me to babysit Shari on Saturday but thats my weekend! I dont know. Really I want to babysit Shari the same time I do Kim and Rodney cuz that means more money. And I dont know how long Charlotte will want me to babysit Kim anymore anyway. I tell Kim Im just her sitter not her babysitter cuz of course shes not a baby. Shes only 10 but shes a woman by nature. Really I dont think Charlotte would have me do it anymore cept for Rodney. Rodney isnt a prob but sometimes he and Kim have problems when theyre together. Ok I want to talk about my boyfriend cuz I dont have one! I really like Herbie of course and really miss him but I know I wrote that like a million times. I have to date somebody other than Deno. The Valentines Dance is in like three weeks and I want to go and I want to have a date! I know Deno will ask me but I want to go with somebody else. But nobodys asking me! Germana said I should ask a guy but I dont know. Oh Mindy says I should too. I know girls can do that of course but I never do it! Mexi said guys can be flattered if theyre asked. But who do I ask? Im really not hanging with very many guys right now. Really the only guys I do anything with r Herbie and Deno. Of course Hunter and Becky r separated right now but Hunter goes to my old high school. I am not driving an hour to date Beckys old boyfriend! lol And really they might get back together again anyway. Allen is in Texas and last time I saw him he liked Becky better anyway. Mindy says he just started making out with her cuz I had a boyfriend but that was after I just broke up and Becky had a boyfriend! Oh Mindy means she thinks Allen likes girls better who have a boyfriend! :o I dont know but that would be weird! Anyway then there was Bud but he doesnt live close either. Isnt there any guy here who likes me? Germana said I should talk to Les cuz hes new but I really dont know him. Hes in my English class which sucks for him cuz he moved here right b4 the semester ends. I wish I was like Germana or Becky cuz its easy for them to meet guys. Its hard for Mindy too. I still dont know whats happening with Beckys house. They have a buyer but now I think even Kay doesnt want to move! But they might have to which is totally unfair. U should be able to change ur mind. Im nervous about telling Austra about our connection tomorrow. Of course Goldina will help me but still. later Guess what Mindy promised me? She promised shell let me change her diaper next weekend! Yay Mindy! She really wants me to do it shes just embarrassed. But I was her Mommy in a past life so dont be embarrassed Tinkie! |
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| Copyright 2006 by Lorien Loveshade |
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| My DiArY! |
| I told Mindy when we have the four day weekend Im changing u! |
| Well have a birthday party for somebody whos not even real! |
| Herbie is still asking me if Im dating anybody! |
| Mindy and I really want to talk to Miss Sasha about writing stories cuz of course shes a famous Wiccan author. |
| Mindy and I have decided were finally going to do something. |
| They have these dolls that look totally real theyre beautiful. |
| I dont like being here alone at night cuz the antique store is closed all day Monday so it feels empty. |
| I got finals for college this week then high school next week. |
| I want to talk about my boyfriend cuz I dont have one! |
| I need more money! |
| I had my last college final for this semester I hope I did ok! |
| I wish I was like Germana or Becky cuz its easy for them to meet guys. |
| It is so hard to study at my cuzins! The kids r everywhere! |
| I really miss Herbie. |