| JaNuArY 9 - 12 2006 |
| Monday January 9 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS We have a great meeting! It was Mindy, Germana, Wendi, Austra, and me. I thought we could spend the night in Mindys treehouse but they thought it would be too cold. Theres a heater there but anyway we stayed at Germana and Austras house. Austra memorized part of what she has to say already! Shes really smart. Wendi and Germana will be ready Saturday and Austra still has time. We arent initiating her Saturday cuz we want it to be unanimous and not everyone in my old coven agrees. Everyone in my branch agrees so well do it after my branch is our own coven probably on Imbolc. Really theres not a lot u have to memorize. The most important part is not just saying the responses cuz u dont have to say very much. The important part is knowing what they mean. Thats what we studied the most. Oh and we talked about how we want to do things in the coven. Germana said she wants us to be topfree! Of course she said that b4 and we already decided not to. I think she just said it to tease her little sister. Austra doesnt want to do that even if it was just girls and of course well have Tamber. He didnt study with us cuz hes already a Priest. Really Id like to do some ceremonies skyclad especially major sabbats like Beltaine and Samhain. But thats ok. Austra wants to do a vigil the night b4 shes initiated and Wendi and Germana might want to do one too. The only problem is thats when we were going to the dance concert. Of course the covens more important. But were being recognized and having the initiations in the evening so maybe they could do the vigil during the day. And of course theyll take the ritual bath too. Austra is very dedicated. Of course Germana and Wendi r too. But Austra is trying to figure out how Wicca works with Catholic beliefs cuz she believes in both. We talked a lot about the God and Goddess and Jesus and Mary. Austra said Mary was conceived by God the father and so was Jesus. She also said Jesus is the same as the father. So we figured out that Jesus is Marys father, son, and brother! Oh and hes her lover too cuz God had sex with Mary to make Jesus. Thats a Christian belief cuz they believe Jesus is God. I cant remember how it works but Ill ask and write it later. Anyway its like Wiccans believe with the God and Goddess. The God is the son of the Goddess and hes also her lover. Their relationship goes through a full cycle during the year which is represented by the different sabbats. Oh this is funny. We were talking about sex and Gods and everything. Austra said she plans to be a virgin her whole life. But then Germana said that doesnt mean she doesnt take care of herself! lol Of course Austra already told us that. We all do that. But then guess what Austra said? She said nuns r married to Jesus and priests r married to Mary. So when they masterbate theyre supposed to be thinking about Jesus or Mary! :o I couldnt believe it! Then Wendi said which one do u think about? LMAO Its funny though cuz Austra didnt laugh and she didnt get mad she just stayed serious. When shes explaining something she talks like a college teacher its cute. She said nuns should think about Jesus more but if theyre lesbian they can think about Mary. The same works for priests. But then she said its ok if sometimes they think about one of the saints. So then Germana said what about the Pope? lol Cuz of course Austra has lots of things about the Pope who died last year. She even has a calendar about him on her wall. And she has lots of pictures of Jesus and Joan of Arc. So Mindy said r those pictures pornography? LMAO So then Austra said “well what do u think about when u masterbate?” Then I said “this is a Wicca class not sex ed!” lol But really I was thinking Austras only 10 so do I really want to be telling her my sex fantasies? But I dont know cuz she told me hers! Mindy says if somebodys old enough to ask questions theyre old enough to hear the answers. But really we were supposed to be thinking about Wicca. Sex is a part of every religion of course even Wicca. But thats not all we had to talk about! lol I told them more about the history of Wicca but of course they already heard a lot of it. If u want to know more read the Wiccan section of my site. Oh this is cool. Wendi said shes going to do everybodys astrology chart whos in our new coven! Then Mindy said shed give everybody a Tarot card reading! So thats kewl. Im think Ill learn how to read palms. Oh and we want to talk to other covens cuz a lot of them dont let u be a member til ur 18! I respect their beliefs but really I think thats ageist. Mary was 13 when she got pregnant with Jesus and Joan of Arc was a teenager when she died. So its like would they say they arent old enough to join a coven? Anyway I dont want to say anything against them cuz I respect other covens and other religions. But we want our coven to be an example that just cuz ur young doesnt mean u cant be mature and responsible. We kept trying to go to bed cuz of course we all had school the next day. But we kept thinking of something else to talk about! lol Really it was cool. There was five of us and two beds so we couldnt decide where everybody was going to sleep. We were going to all sleep in Germana and Austras room but we decided to split up. Austra and Mindy slept in Austras bed cuz theyre both small, Wendi slept in Germanas bed, and Germana and I slept in the bed in the guest room cuz its a big bed. I think Wendi really wanted her own bed and Germana and I have slept together b4 so we didnt care. Tuesday January 10 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS We didnt do much in the morning just get ready for school. Wendis worried that her Dad wont let her do a vigil on Friday cuz she spent the night Monday! Really thats not fair cuz its not messing around its part of her religion. I want to go to the dance concert Friday night so I dont know how thats going to work. Oh and I have something I have to figure out. Deno asked about coming Saturday and I didnt know what to tell him! Really I think he should be able to go. But I asked Goldina and she said it was just for members or new Initiates! Then I was like what about our esbats? But she said we decided those were just for members unless we decided otherwise. I thought it would include Deno and Kayla but I guess it doesnt! But we can change it cuz I know my friends want them too. Wednesday January 11 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS I cant believe my finals r next week! I have to study but its like when? I dont even know of a study group for Spanish this semester but really I need one for Social Studies more. Oh and heres another prob. Lilahs birthday is Friday shell be 9. And she talked about me coming over! But Ive got the dance concert and the vigil and I cant even figure out how to do both of those. How can I go to a b-day party too? Anyway I told her Id come over but it wouldnt be right on her birthday so I hope thats ok. later Guess what Becky said? Somebody wants to buy their house! Theyve been trying to sell it for a long time and now theyve got a buyer. Its a really nice house and of course I love the swimming pool and the cuzzi. I even remember when they put those in. But they wanted to move after Leon died cuz Kay said the house reminded her of how much she misses Leon all the time. But now that they have a buyer Kays not sure they want to move! So I dont know what theyll do. Really I hope they dont move cuz I love their house! Ive spent the night there lots of times for years. And I remember when the pool and the cuzzi were brand new. Theres a lot of memories in that house. But of course I want them to be happy. I found somebody I can study with for Spanish but really I think I need more help with my Social Studies class. I really have to make more friends at college! I will next semester. I want to take two classes next semester not just Spanish but I dont know what class. Thursday January 12 2006 Dear Mr BiGgLeS Germana said Olive still hasnt decided if she wants to join our coven! She said Catovidas coven wasnt doing anything so I thought she was ready to leave. But Germana said shes not sure cuz shes an Initiate in his group but shed have to wait to become one in our coven. And Deno still wants to be there Saturday and really I think Kayla does too but they cant. I dont know. Is that fair? I know Miss Sasha and Goldina know a lot and I respect them. But still. And Germana and Wendi arent even sure they want to do a vigil Friday night. Really thats ok cuz u dont have to and the ceremony wont even be til Saturday evening. Miss Sasha and Goldina will prepare them then and thats really all they need to do. And that means we can go to the dance concert at my college. Guess what Mindy and I r doing? Were going to take a college class together! We wanted to take Creative Writing but u have to have college English first. And I cant take Psychology cuz the only times they have it r when Im doing something else like babysitting. Loni wants me to babysit Shari on Tuesday. I hope I can do it after school every day like I do with Kim and Rodney cuz that means more money. I already told Charlotte I want January 26 and 27 off cuz I dont have school then. Ill have a four day weekend yay! Really Ill need one after all my finals. later Rocky told me Libertarians dont want the government to support charity but I told him thats really not true. Rockys really smart he knows a lot and hes a great artist. But most ppl dont really understand Libertarians cuz were different! The government takes a lot of tax money and most of it goes for war and for stupid stuff and a lot of ppl dont get helped. I think the money should go to charities not to government. Rocky is worried that ppl wont get help which is sweet. But really I think charities do a better job than the government! Rocky also said California will give ppl a tax break if they use solar power so thats good. I really have to study the news more. I stopped watching TV news and I havent been reading the newspaper or checking news on the Internet as much as I was. Ive just been so busy! But really I shouldnt be too busy to learn whats happening. Ill be old enough to vote in two months so I have to know whats up! |
| Copyright 2006 by Lorien Loveshade |
| My DiArY! |
| We want our coven to be an example that just cuz ur young doesnt mean u cant be mature and responsible. |
| I dont know if Deno or Kayla can go to our esbats! |
| The most important part is not just saying the responses. The important part is knowing what they mean. |
| Austra wants to do a vigil the night b4 shes initiated and Wendi and Germana might want to do one too. |
| Austra said nuns r married to Jesus and priests r married to Mary. |
| Mindy says if somebodys old enough to ask questions theyre old enough to hear the answers. |
| I cant believe my finals r next week! |
| Germana said Olive still hasnt decided if she wants to join our coven! |
| Ill be old enough to vote in two months so I have to know whats up! |
| Some ppl want to be at our coven ceremony but cant. Is that fair? |
| Libertarians want charities to help ppl instead of the government using the money for war and other stupid stuff. |
| We had a great Wiccan Initiate meeting! |
| Somebody wants to buy Beckys house! |