Lorien Loveshade's Private Diary November 21 to 25 2005

Monday November 21 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Mindys spending the night tonight cuz Ill be with Germana and
Becky the weekend after Thanksgiving. Mindy and her family r
leaving Wednesday night theyre staying with her Aunt Hanah.
Really I wish I could go too Hanah is kewl.

later

Kim was a little brat today! I started calling her Kimberly again
cuz she was acting like a little girl! I dont know what happened
to her cuz shes been acting more mature. But she got upset at
Rodney about something stupid and then she got him really
mad at her. She does that sometimes its like she baits him til he
gets mad and then she acts like it wasnt her fault. She hasnt
been doing that for awhile not since she got her menarche so I
dont know why she did it today.

Mindys with me as I write this. Im trying to talk her into letting
me put a diaper on her but she keeps saying shes not ready
yet. Im like Mindy if u keep waiting ull be really old and then u
really will need a diaper! LMAO Muffin said that usually the first
time u want to wear a diaper when ur totally alone. But he said
Mindys really lucky to have a friend whos willing to help and
that Im really special. Isnt that sweet? Oh Mindy just said I am
sweet! So is she shes my precious little Tinkie! She says Im her
precious big Cuppy! lol

All right Ill stop typing she wants to show me adult baby sites.

later

I almost got Mindy to wear a diaper but she didnt. But she let
me give her a sponge bath in the shower. I wish I had a bathtub
cuz thats a lot better. U give babies baths in the tub not the
shower.

Oh and this was funny. When she peed on the toilet I said “do
u want Mommy to wipe u Tinkie?” lol I guess she didnt cuz she
crossed her legs! lol We wanted to lie naked together but we
didnt cuz it got too cold. Its not even that cold outside but I dont
think the heaters working right. I guess they didnt know cuz the
store was closed today of course and I was at Mindys a lot so I
wasnt even home much today. But I dont want to freeze to
death in my own crib! But if u must know Mindy and I did
cuddles and did sharies! ;) So that kept us warm! lol

Tuesday November 22 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Guess what Mindy and I did? We finished our story! So now
Ella and Wendi arent the only ones who write stories together!
lol Oh theres something about that Ill tell u later. Anyway the
story we wrote is the one for the book our secret club is writing.
Its like a fairy tale but its funny! lol I hope they like it! A lot of
submissions r rejected cuz we want the book to be really good.

Ok let me tell what u what I need to explain about Mindy and
Ella and Wendi and me. I wrote about how we did sharies
together at Ella 13th b-day party. But Brenda said I wrote we
never did sharies together and that was after! Really I read
what I wrote and it sounded like that. But what I meant was
Carol didnt come which I thought she would. Cuz I thought we
could do sharies with her cuz Ive never done it with Carol. Ill
have to fix that part of my diary cuz sometimes it gets
confusing! lol

Ok enough about that. I wish Mindy was going on the timeshare
with me and she wishes I was going with her family. Its like weve
been doing everything together. But really its good cuz Flowers
going with her. Mindy doesnt have a little sister but she has
Flower! And Im excited about seeing Becky and Uncle Oz and
Aunt Lizzie and of course Im glad Germana is going too. I just
wish I didnt have to see Abbie. Ok I know thats not nice but I
wish Mommy hadnt invited him. I wish Mommy would invite
Daddy.

Deno wants me to come over for his birthday but of course I
cant cuz Ill be gone Saturday. Hell be 17. Mindy thinks he still
wants me as his girlfriend but I dont know. Hes sweet but I like
being free!

later

Guess who spent the night with me? Matthew! It was fun even
though he started missing Mommy. If u dont know hes 3 1/2
now. I love my little brother! We ate with my family and then he
came over and we watched a movie. He wasnt awake very
long! lol Really sometimes I fall asleep too cuz of course I can
watch TV when Im in bed.

Wednesday November 23 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

This is weird but I feel like I dont even want to go on the
timeshare. I do but not with Mommy staying with Abbie cuz I
know she will. And then wheres Matthew going to sleep? Cuz I
really dont want him with Becky and Germana and me. Its like
what can we do and talk about in our room with my little brother
there?

But Im glad about seeing everybody else of course. I just wish
Abbie would stay home.

I dont know how much longer Charlotte and Kim and Rodney
will be at Tynes. Charlottes talking about looking for another
place and they might move back into the apartments. That
would be kewl cuz its right next to Mindys so its really close to
where I live now. That way I wouldnt have to take the bus or get
a ride. I ride the bus all day long!

Ok I have to go to Spanish.

later

There werent many ppl in Spanish tonight but Im glad I went. I
dont want to miss any classes cuz it will lower ur grade. I want
to get all As and A- for this semester.

I have to tell u I decided on the colleges Im applying to! It will be
three. U dont need to know their names but one is really close,
one is Bennys college, and the other ones close to the beach.
Theyre all in California of course. If I go to the one thats really
close I can still live here which is good cuz Ill be close to Mindy
and Germana and my branch and my family. But I dont know
where Germana and Becky will be anyway. I almost dont want
to graduate! Cuz I dont want to move away from my friends.

But if I go to the one thats close to the beach then I could have
friends come over and spend weekends on the beach! So that
would be kewl. And if I go to Bennys college then I could see
Benny and Brandy a lot. But it would be farther from my friends
and the rest of my family. So I dont know what Im going to do!
Theyre all really good colleges. Of course if I only get accepted
to one then it wont matter. I hope somebody accepts me!

later

Guess what? They really liked the story Mindy and I wrote!
Yay! They did a lot of editing really I think somebody else
should get credit for it too cuz they made it a lot better. They
should have their name on it too. But its kewl cuz I wrote things
for the book b4 but that was with somebody else who did most
of it. But this is the first one I wrote with Mindy. Yay Mindy! Now
the members have to look at it. But if they like it its in the book!

And the artist emailed me back! Really he sent it to the group
but he talked about me. Isnt that kewl? I wont tell u what he said
cuz its a secret club! ;) But he does really good art and hes a
writer too!

Thursday November 24 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

HaPpY tHaNkSgIvInG! Im at my cuzins. I wish Mommy and
Matthew were here too. But of course Ill be with them tomorrow.
And I miss Benny and Brandy. Denise and Nolan have a big
surprise for us but I dont know what it is. I think they might be
planning something special for Christmas! I wish my whole
family was together. At least I can see them all.

later

U wont believe what Denise and Nolan told us. Denise is
pregnant! Isnt that kewl? So Im going to have another little
cuzin! Yay! Its due in June maybe on June 4. But of course
babies r never born on the day u think they will be! lol They
have four kids now who r Darby whos 10, Cari who just turned
9, Gracie whos 6, and Casey whos 3. Theyre happy to have
another kid but they said this is the last one!

The only ppl who were here were Denise and Nolan and the
kids, and Daddy and me. I really miss having my whole family
together but I wont write about that forever. I wanted to be here
last night so I could watch the parade with everybody this
morning but of course I had Spanish and it was too late after
that to come. Of course we watched the game even though
Denise and I spend most of the time washing dishes. The kids
helped some. Cari likes washing dishes but she plays more
than she washes!

They want me to get a guinea pig but Im like no way! Mr
Biggles might go after it. Mindy got Fire Storm from them of
course but she doesnt have to worry about a cat that likes to
catch everything!

We saw Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets which was a
great movie. I thought I could get some of my friends to go but
everybody was busy.

Daddys looking for an apartment I hope he gets one closer to
me! Cuz really I think the plumbing place where he works is as
close to me as it is to Denise and Nolans. I really miss Daddy.

I dont even feel like writing anymore Im feeling depressed. I just
wish my family would all get together. Holidays arent like what
they used to be.

Friday November 25 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Today was Shopping Day! But that was weird too cuz I always
go with Mommy and of course Im at my cuzins. I miss Mommy. Ill
see her later today at the time share but that will be with Abbie.
Ok I wont talk about that anymore.

We were going to start shopping at 5 a.m. but it took too long
to get everybody ready. But still I got some great deals. I got
some things half off! I always start my Christmas shopping the
day after Thanksgiving. Of course Daddy doesnt like to shop
unless its hardware or something but he had to work anyway.

Guess who just got here? Becky and Herbie! So Ill write more
later!

later

I wrote this weekend on paper cuz I didnt have a computer all
weekend! I havent been without a computer for a long time so
that felt weird. They had one at the cabin but it didnt work right.
U wont believe what happened this weekend but Ill just do one
day at a time! lol

Im writing this on paper cuz we dont have a computer that
works! That sucks. Aunt Lizzie said it will be good for me but I
dont know.

I rode to the cabin with Becky and Germana cuz I didnt want to
ride with Mommy and Abbie and also we wanted to have our
own car. We went the wrong way a couple times but we didnt
really get lost. If u dont know the timeshare is in the mountains
and its by this beautiful lake. Uncle Oz was there when we got
there but Aunt Lizzie was gone. It was funny cuz of course I
always give Uncle Oz a huggie and kissie but Becky did too!
But he didnt pat her on the butt! lol Oh and Beckys hair is
blonde again thats her real color. I almost thought Germana
would give Uncle Oz a hug but she didnt.

First we had to figure out where everybody was going to sleep
so we got first choice! Uncle Oz and Aunt Lizzie already had the
master bedroom of course, so Germana and Becky and I took
the second biggest bedroom. It has a queen sized bed but
Uncle Oz said we could move it out and use sleeping bags if we
wanted to. But Becky said we could all share one bed cuz it was
big enough. Really I dont think Germana likes sleeping in
sleeping bags very much anyway. She said it gets too cold
sleeping on the floor.

Then Aunt Lizzie got back. Its cool cuz Becky and Germana
and I all call her Aunt Lizzie! Becky calls Uncle Oz uncle but
Germana doesnt. Of course she doesnt know him very well.

We wanted to do some things but we had to wait for Mommy
and Abbie and that took forever. Then when they finally got
there they didnt even have Matthew! Mommy said she thought
it might get too cold or something and I was like thats stupid.
Like hes going to be outside all night? I think she just didnt
want to bother with him so she could hang with Abbie all the
time. Becky and Germana and I really wanted to do some
things with him but Mommy has other ideas. Ok I wont talk
about that.

We barely made it in time to see the tree lighting ceremony. It
was chilly but not real cold until later. Its a beautiful tree and
theres lots of lights on houses and trees up here its beautiful.
Were going to drive around and see them later. They had
Christmas carols and hot apple cider and cookies. Oh and
Becky kept flirting with this guy! His name is Foster hes a
college student. I was like Becky dont forget u have a
boyfriend! lol

Really I was glad it got cold in the evening cuz that meant we
could light the fireplace! We used real logs too it wasnt gas. I
love sitting in front of a fireplace. Tomorrow we might make
smores.

Abbie was driving me crazy though cuz he kept talking about
the construction of the cabin and how it was different than a
motel and about service and everything. He talks like he knows
everything. And Mommy looked like she thought he did too! It
bothered Becky and Germana too it bothered everybody. Aunt
Lizzie and Uncle Oz both know a lot more than he does but they
werent bragging!

Ok I have to finish this. Becky bet me that Abbie wouldnt sleep
with Mommy. Well guess who won the bet? I knew he would.
Beckys Mom Kay hasnt even dated anybody yet and Leon died
in spring. But Mommy can be separated for two weeks and
shes dating already. She cant stand being alone.

Uncle Oz and Aunt Lizzie shared one room, and Germana,
Becky and shared. I slept on one end of the bed, then Becky in
the middle then Germana on the other end. But no we didnt do
anything but sleep! lol