Lorien Loveshade's Private Diary September 29 to 30 2005

Thursday September 29 2005

Dear Mr. BiGgLeS

I should explain something. I say I write everything I do in my diary
but really I dont. Its like how can u write down everything u do in a
day? It would take u all day to write it and then u wouldnt have
anything to write about! lol Really what I write is things I have to
make decisions about or r important to me or even things I know ppl
want to read about cuz thats what they ask me about in their emails.
What ppl want to hear about the most is sex! LMAO

I finally got my senior portraits taken! I dont think I look very good
but thats not the photographers fault! lol Really theyre ok. Mommy
took me which was sweet. Shes really excited about me graduating
this year. She said all her babies are grown up but thats not true she
still has Matthew!

I have good news and bad news about love. The good news is Dena
said she doesnt think what Mindy and I do is illegal even if I was 18!
Harmony said he didnt think it was either but its different for different
states so hes going to check for me. I hope its ok but I dont care
what the law says. Laws cant stop Mindy and me from loving each
other!

Heres the bad news about love. The Govinator vetoed the bill so Gay
marriage is illegal! That is totally unfair. How could he veto it when
they passed it? I used to think our governor was ok but now I dont
think so. When I turn 18 Im voting for somebody else. Ok really Ill be
older when we elect the next governor but I think I can vote on
something the year I turn 18! I think we have more elections next
year.

Im spending the night with Mindy tomorrow and Flowers coming
over. I usually spend the night with Mindy on Thursdays but I had to
work on homework tonight. We decided to stay in Mindys treehouse
cuz its getting colder so we want to do it while we still can. It still
gets cold in there but its ok in our sleeping bags when we zip them
together and use the heater. If u want to get warm then do cuddles!

Were making plans for Pippys birthday party it should be fun. Mindy
and I have ideas already I hope Flower likes them! Pippy turns 2 the
same day Allen turns 17! I wish I could see him for his birthday too
but of course thats not going to happen.

Ok I have to do homework bye!

Friday September 30 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I have so much I want to write about but I dont have time!

later

I have good news! Harmony said Mindy and I could do things
together even if I was 10 years older! Or maybe it was 9 years thats
ok. But anyway when Im 18 Mindy will still be 14 which is old
enough and thats only 4 years! But its weird cuz he said thats the way
it is in California but in Texas it could be illegal even with me being
17! That is so weird. So its like when Mindy and I go to Texas we
cant love each other? Thats STUPID! Bedlam Brenda said what
difference does it make what we do cuz nobodys going to report us.
Anyway I guess I dont have to worry about it at least while Im in
California!

I wasnt going to tell Flower about it but Mindy did. But thats ok the
laws not a secret! lol Flower doesnt know what Mindy and I do with
each other but she can know the law! She doesnt think its fair either
that the laws different one place than another. The laws should be the
same so u know what they r! Shes Baptist but she still thinks ppl
should be able to love each other. Some Christians want laws against
love but others believe love is ok.

Flower said she loves our ideas for Pippys party! We cant really have
games cuz Pippys too young to play regular games. But guess what
were having? A pacifier party! lol Pippy loves pacifiers she has like a
hundred of them. And of course Mindy and I both have pacifiers cuz
Harmony gave us one. So were going to have everybody wear a
pacifier! Well make decorations with pacifiers and have them on the
walls and even tie them to the end of balloons. U have to be careful u
dont let little kids get a popped balloon cuz they could swallow it but
well be careful of course.

I thought we could have a nudist birthday party cuz it would be fun if
everybody was wearing nothing but a pacifier! lol But Flower said not
everybody whos coming is nudist. Shes been to nudist birthday
parties but I havent and Mindy hasnt either. She said we could go
with her family to the beach this weekend but I told her we had other
plans. I wish I could go cuz soon it will be too cold!

We had dinner with Mindys family of course and u should have seen
Corey! He was doing things for Flower and talked to her and had to
sit next to her. He even asked if she could could go to the movies with
their family! But the way he said it was “do u think u might go with
Mindy when we go to the movies?” LMAO It is so sweet. Hes liked
her for a long time and I can see why cuz shes a great girl.

But guess what? I think Flower likes him too! She was being really
nice to him and listening to him. And when we went to the treehouse
she was asking Mindy like a million questions about him. So Mindy
and I might be playing matchmakers! lol

Mindy, Flower, and I finally got three sleeping bags to zip together. It
really doesnt work unless the zippers r the same. The three of us have
slept together and cuddled together b4 of course. But when we were
getting undressed for bed Mindy asked Flower “do u always wear
pajamas?” And of course Mindy already knew she didnt. So Flower
said “I do when I spend the night with somebody and when its cold.”
Then Mindy said “its not too cold in here with the heater.” And then
she said “Lorien and I sleep together naked a lot.” Of course Flower
already knew that.

But then Flower said “I dont usually sleep naked with anybody. But
maybe we could just wear our panties.” So thats what we did! I slept
in one sleeping bag, then Mindy slept in front of me, then Flower slept
in front of Mindy. But of course the sleeping bags were all connected
so really it was one big sleeping bag. And it was fun!

Ok I know somebody will ask so Ill tell u what we wore. I wore
lavendar bikini panties with purple trim, Mindy wore white bikini
panties with Hello Kitty, and Flower wore pink panties with
Strawberry Shortcake. I cant tell u what else we wore cuz there
wasnt anything else! lol

Really it was sweet cuddling together like that. I know Mindy really
wants us all to cuddle together in the nude but Flowers not ready for
that even though shes a nudist. U should never pressure anybody into
doing something like that they dont want to do.

It was funny cuz Flower fell asleep right away! I dont usually fall
asleep really fast. But it was a good night sleeping with my friends!