Lorien Loveshade's Private Diary September 10 to 11 2005

Saturday September 10 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Kimberlys b-day party was good but I think Charlotte and Gus r
having problems!

The first part was the swim party at Americans apartments. He doesnt
own the apartments of course but he lives there and can make
reservations for the pool. Oh Mindy wants me to tell u hes her great
uncle and hes a great great uncle! lol

Heres who was there. American was of course, Charlotte, Charlottes
friend Nixie whos Tiffanies Mom, Mindy, Flower, and me were the
helpers so we had a lot of helpers! Charlotte said Gus could have
helped but he had more important things to do than help her. I didnt
know what she meant but I think they have some problems!

Johnnie said I havent done descriptions of what ppl wore the last
couple of parties and Bedlam Brenda wants to know everybodys age
so Ill tell u this time. Mindys helping me cuz I cant remember
everything! lol If u want more ages and descriptions of what ppl look
like read Descriptions cuz Im updating it.

American just turned 63 but he didnt swim he just wore tan shorts
and a short sleeve shirt with buttons and different colored flowers. Oh
Mindy says he put his feet in the water. Nixie went swimming a little
she wore a neon blue bikini. I dont think I describe her in Descriptions
but shes thin and big on top and u can tell she works out she has a
great body. I wish I had hers! lol I dont know Charlottes age either
but she didnt swim she just wore a white T shirt with a dancing hippo
on it and blue jeans and flip flops. Mindy is 14 of course and she wore
her white bikini. She was really cute! I dont know why but Mindy and
Flower and I all put our hair in pigtails it was fun! Flower is 11 and
she wore a yellow string bikini. Really it was funny cuz she was a
helper and shes the same age as some of the kids! lol But shes really
mature. Shes three years younger than Mindy and Mindy is three
years younger than me! Anyway I was the only one of the helpers
who swam who didnt wear a bikini! lol I wore a black camikini which
has a cami top and a bikini bottom. So I guess I wore half a bikini! lol

The kids were Kimberly whos 9 but turns 10 on Wednesday and she
wore a hot pink bikini with white flowers, and Rodney her brother
whos 8 1/2 and wore red swim trunks with white flowers. Joey is 10
and he wore blue and yellow trunks. Garretts 11 even though I was
thinking he was 12 I dont know why cuz I babysat him five days a
week! Anyway he wore red trunks with white trim. Tiffanie is 9 and
she wore a bikini with an attached skirt that was blue and white and I
think green. Ruthie wore a cute one piece that was pink with black
cats on it. Shes 9.

We played Marco Polo and we wanted to play the game where you
drop a colored rock in the water and they dive to get it, but American
wasnt sure if the apartment managers would let us do that. We used
lots of things that float and even let some of the kids go to the deep
end if they wore a life jacket. Garrett can swim fine without one and
of course Mindy and I can! Oh and we used some of those long
colored things that u can hit each other with but I stll dont know what
theyre called.

And we played my favorite pool game the piggyback game! I gave a
lot of rides I got tired! lol Garrett wanted to ride on me but I was like
Im sorry but ur too heavy! lol Hes a big kid! So he gave rides even to
Ruthie which was sweet cuz I dont think she knew anybody but
Kimberly. We didnt do it very long cuz American thought it might be
against apartment rules which sucked. But its not Americans fault we
didnt want him to get in trouble! I really like going to Beckys pool cuz
there u can do anything u want.

Kimberly wanted to do a kissing game I dont know about that girl!
She always wants to kiss ppl especially guys! She and Garrett even
French kissed each other when I babysat them but not at this party!
lol Anyway she did give ppl kissies when Charlotte wasnt looking but
really thats sad. Theres nothing wrong with kissing! And really shes
almost 10 so that might even be old enough to French kiss. I first did
it when I was 12 and I was straight up old enough. I was old enough
at 11 maybe 10 I dont remember. Ok thats enough about kissing! lol

We had the birthday party part at Americans but we didnt have a cake
we had cupcakes which was fun. Mindy and Flower and I helped
decorate them b4 the party we had each persons name on their own
cupcake and also little candies they were cute. And Kimberly got a lot
of presents! Flower didnt have anything for her so she went in with
Mindy and me. We gave her these pjs that r pink with red hearts
theyre really cute. She even wore them at the slumber party.

Ok now heres the slumber party part. I didnt think Flower could stay
to help us for that part but she could so it worked out! We didnt
spend the night there but Ill tell u about that later. Really we didnt do
too much. The house was decorated with different colored streamers
and balloons of course we got some of that ready on Friday.

The girls who were there were Kimberly, Tiffanie, Ruthie, and Hoshi
whos 9 and Nishi whos Hoshis little sister and is only 3! That was
weird but I guess Hoshis Mom thought the party was for little kids
too! It was supposed to be just for preteens but I guess she didnt
know that. Anyway Mindy spend most of the time finding things for
Nishi to do so it worked out. The rest of the girls played Who Am I
which is the game where u get a name pinned to ur back so
everybody else knows who u r but u dont. U have to find out by
asking ppl yes or no questions like “am I on a TV show” or “Im I a
singer” stuff like that. We had to make sure they were all ppl the girls
would know.

Then they wanted to play Twister which was weird cuz they were in
their sleepclothes! That was almost a problem cuz Gus said it was ok
cuz it was just girls. But Charlotte wasnt sure. Then Yancy wanted to
play too! lol If u dont know Yancy is their cat. Anyway we let them
do it and they had fun even though Nishi really wanted to play that! I
was like theres no way she could play Twister she wouldnt
understand the directions! But Mindy did it with her later so she could
play so that was sweet. Oh Mindy said they didnt really play the game
she just let her use the Twister mat.

Then we learned the sink in the kitchen was leaking! I dont know
what happened but we had to put a bucket under it. I told them they
had to mop up the water first or it can warp the floor. We used a mop
at first and then finished it with towels cuz they absorb better. I know
how to change a washer but that would be for a leak at the faucet not
the pipe. Sometimes if its a pipe it just needs to be tightened but they
didnt have a pipe wrench. And u straight up cant do it with a regular
wrench! I wish I could have called Daddy cuz hes a plumber of
course but he doesnt live close anymore. :(

Anyway later Gus said all the helpers could spend the night and help
out but Charlotte told him wed already made plans. Then she said he
could help but he said he didnt know what to do to help with a bunch
of little girls. Then Charlotte said if he paid more attention he would
know! It wasnt a big argument but still u shouldnt be arguing at a
party! I noticed when I babysit now if I see them both they dont seem
very happy. Anyway the girls were just going to watch a DVD so
Mindy and Flower and I left and decided to spend the night at my
apartment! Mindy and I had talked about doing it but Flower hadnt but
we decided to have her too. It was fun!

Flower didnt have everything to spend the night but we got things for
her. Mindys family gave her a toothbrush cuz they had some new
ones and loaned her a towel and other things she needed. I really
should keep extra toothbrushes and I definitely should have more
guest towels! I had one for Mindy and me but I need more. At least I
got wash cloths now! lol Mindy and I usually use a sponge but
Flower said she likes using a wash cloth so that worked. I got a
sponge here for Mindy and one for me but I should get an extra. I
thought wed still have a prob cuz Flower didnt have a clean pair of
panties but we found some boxers that fit her.

Oh and this was really funny. When we bought Kimberlys pajamas I
got myself this brand new white nightshirt with this cute yellow
flower on it with a smiley face and Mindy got one too. Really it was
for a joke cuz last time Mindy and Flower and I spent the night
together Flower wore pajamas with flowers on them and I wore my
Princess sleepshirt and of course Herbie always calls me Princess.
And Mindy wore her Hello Kitty pjs with shorts so we said her
nickname is now Kitty! Anyway so Mindy and I both got nightshirts
with the flower so next time we spent the night with Flower we could
all wear her nickname! lol But it didnt work out that way cuz Flower
wore my flower nightshirt so she wore her nickname again! lol If u
dont know Flowers real name is Flora. Mindy wore her sky blue
sleepshirt with the monkey on it so I wore my blue one with the
dolphin so at least we all had smiley faces! lol Oh Mindy says the
monkey is Curious George. I dont know what my dolphins name is!

But I couldnt believe what Mindy asked Flower. We learned last time
we spent the night together that Flower sometimes sleeps in the nude
but of course her familys nudist. Mindy and I r too but our familys
arent! Oh Mindy just said my family is! Really I guess most of them
r! I still think Mommy did it and I know Uncle Oz and Aunt Lizzie and
Benny and Brandy did cuz Ive done it with them! Oh and Matthew
too! And I think Page and Perry did too years ago but Im not sure.

Anyway Mindy and I have slept together in the nude b4 its wonderful
to do with my Tinkie! Oh she says its wonderful with her Cuppy! But
usually I wear a sleepshirt and she usually wears a sleepshirt or
pajamas. Anyway this is what Mindy asked that I couldnt believe. She
asked Flower if shes ever slept naked with somebody else! Flower
said she hadnt cept sometimes when Pippy climbed in bed with her. If
u dont know Pippy is her little sister shes 1 1/2. And she said she fell
asleep naked with her family but that was like when they were at the
beach or something it wasnt all night.

So then I whispered to Mindy do u think we should tell her we slept
naked together b4? But then Mindy looked really embarrassed. And
then she said she already told her! And I was like Mindy! Cuz really I
thought that was a secret! Mindy said she was really sorry but she
said I told her that we could share anything about being naked with
Flower cuz she grew up as a nudist. And really thats true. Ok Mindy
just apologized again u dont have to apologize Mindy! Cuz shes right I
did say that. So its not her fault! And really it was ok anyway.

So then I told Flower Ive only done that with Mindy and Mindy said
shes only done it with me. And then I was thinking r we all going to
sleep naked together? Cuz I feel really comfortable doing it with
Mindy but shes my best friend! And Flowers a good friend too but
shes not one of my best friends. I mean she might be someday but
not yet. Oh and of course Ive done a lot with Becky naked but weve
never slept together that way. Anyway nothing happened we just
started talking about something else.

Really my bed is a little crowded anyway especially in the nude. Its
good for two ppl and three is ok especially cuz Mindy and Flower
arent very big. Flower slept on the end then Mindy slept in the middle
and I slept on the other end. I wish I had a bigger bed cuz really it
would be better with more room with three ppl. Oh Mindy just said
she thinks it was fine cuz it made it easy for us all to do cuddles! lol

later

I forgot to tell u we talked about the staff Flower and Tyrone her Dad
r making for Holden. She said they already started working on it! I
know hell really it cuz we measured his favorite cane and Ella helped
us of course so we know its a size and color hell really like. Flower
said its even curved like a cane. I hope he likes it! But she said if he
doesnt they can take it back and sell it to someone else and make
another one for him! Isnt that sweet? Flower and her family r really
kewl.

Sunday September 11 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Flower wanted us all to make breakfast together but I dont have
anything to make breakfast with! I dont have the food and all I got to
cook is a microwave. At least I got one that works right now! So
anyway we had cereal. Mindys keeping something to wear at my
apartment and of course I keep some clothes at her house. So anyway
I told Flower she could do it too! Really I straight up dont have
enough room in my portable closet but its like one more outfit wont
take much room. And Im going to get this closet organizer that gives
u a lot more room anyway. When u have ur own apartment theres so
much to buy! I need to make more money! Oh and Mindy and Flower
r going to help me with my collage. At least I got my pictures of
Aragorn up! lol I love u Viggo! LMAO j/k Oh and I got a picture of a
dolphin in my bathroom now cuz we found a frame for it. U can find
anything in this antique store theres lots of junk! lol

I have to tell u about this cuz this is really sweet. Mindy and I got
some money for helping with Kimberlys party but we decided to share
it with Flower. But Flower said she shouldnt get paid cuz she just did
it for fun. So guess what we decided to do? We decided to donate it!
Really this is a good day anyway cuz its four years since Sept. 11. Its
weird cuz I remember it I even wrote a poem about it to raise money
that was published in a book at my middle school. But Flower was
only 7 when that happened! And Mindy figured out I was younger
then than she is now! I was 13 1/2 and shes 14. Anyway Flower said
her church was collecting to help people hurt by hurricane Katrina so
we gave it to her to donate. It really feels good doing things to help
ppl!

later

Guess what? We talked to Goldina and she said she talked about
Catovida with Aunt Eva and Ice Falcon and Eagle Flame cuz theyre
the Elder Priestess and High Priestess and Priest of our coven. And
they talked to Miss Sasha too cuz shes an Elder Priestess whos like
our sponsor. Anyway they decided to give Catovida another chance! I
think thats really good and Mindy does too. Goldina said my opinion
was part of the decision cuz Im the Priestess for our coven but of
course they already knew what I thought. So that was kewl! They
said if he apologized and admitted he made a mistake by trying to start
another coven then we could take him back and everything would be
forgiven. She asked me if I agreed with that cuz they wanted
agreement. And of course I said I did! And Mindy did too! So its kewl
cuz it means we can start over.

But heres something else that could be bad. Rocky told me that our
Governor could veto the Gay marriage law! I thought he just had to
sign it but he can veto it! So I guess thats just like it works with the
President cuz of course he can do that too. I didnt know a Governor
could! Really I guess I should have known I dont know why I didnt.
Anyway I hope he doesnt cuz he said he might! I hope not! How can
they make a law that ppl cant love each other? Its totally unfair.

Ok I cant spend all day writing my diary I got homework to do!