Lorien Loveshade's Private Diary August 20 2005

Saturday August 20 2005

Guess what? Mindy was right. Deno called me and asked me out for a
date!

He called and he just talked about the coven and then he talked about
movies and then a date. Really I straight up didnt know what to tell
him. I like Deno hes kewl but I like him as a friend. And really right
now I dont want to date anybody! I want to be friends thats all. So I
told him that and he said he wants to go with me even if its just as
friends! So I got a friendship date isnt that kewl? Were going
Wednesday. The only bad part is hes not asking Mindy anymore but
she said thats ok she doesnt really care anyway.

Ok we have to get ready for Ellas party. I wish Becky was coming
too but thats ok.

later

Ellas b-day party was awesome! Especially the slumber party part! ;)

Its kewl too cuz first I was worried cuz not very many ppl came.
There was Ella of course whos 12 almost 13, Mindy whos 14, Wendi
whos 13, Suzu whos 14, Dennis whos 11, Angel whos 14, and me
Im 17 so I was the Old Crone! lol Carol couldnt even come which
sucked cuz she had to be gone this weekend. If u dont know Angel is
the one Ella used to date but they couldnt go on real dates.

We had it at Ellas house but her sisters Susie and Lilah were gone so
we had more room. And Holden was walking really well he almost
didnt need a cane! I have to talk to Flower about making one for him.
Carma was funny cuz she was concerned about everything being
perfect! lol We had a lot of food it was enough for like 20 ppl! But it
was really good shes a great cook. She makes great fried chicken.

It was supposed to be a costume party but the only ones who wore a
costume were Ella, Wendi, Mindy, and me. So of course Ill tell u
what we were! Wendi wore this costume that had a sheer white satin
gown with white wings! It has a little lace with a full white slip
underneath it was really pretty.

Ellas costume was kewl she was a vampire! She wore black I think it
was a black bodysuit and then had this black cape that connected to
her arms only it was shaped like a bats wings. So it just looked like a
regular cape until she spread her arms! Oh and she had vampire teeth
too of course!

Ok Ill tell u about what Mindy and I wore. We went as Mommy and
baby! I was the Mommy and she was the baby of course. She wanted
to wear a real diaper but she was chicken! lol Really thats ok. I told
her Beth wore a real diaper once to a party but she said she might next
time. She wore these pink pajamas with Hello Kitty and a white Hello
Kitty bib she was really cute! And she used the pacifier Harmony gave
her and sometimes she used a bottle.

I wore a pair of Mommys blue maternity pants and a pink maternity
blouse that said “Baby on Board” on it. I dont know why Mommy
kept them cuz Matthew is three years old and shes not having any
more babies but Im glad she did! I had to stuff my clothes I had a
cushion in my pants and a pillow and a cushion in the bottom of my
blouse! I couldnt get it to stay right but Ima figured out a way to
make everything stay in place and she added some stuffing to make it
fit right. And I wore a big bra underneath the top so of course I had
to stuff that too! lol I dont like wearing other ppls clothes but I
washed it really good and it was one of Mommys bras anyway. It felt
a little weird wearing Mommys clothes especially her bra! But thats ok
it was just a costume.

Dennis kept saying when was my next baby due? lol Mindy thinks
Dennis was flirting with me but I dont know. He wanted my email but
lots of ppl ask for ur email it doesnt mean anything. Really I wanted
the baby to come out cuz it got hot in that costume! LMAO I guess
thats what its really like when ur going to have a baby. Ill have to
check if Dolly had hers yet cuz I havent heard. She was due on
Monday so shes already late.

We had a lot of dancing which was really fun. Ella was excited about
having a party its sweet. We didnt play as many games as I thought
cuz ppl wanted to dance but that was kewl. And really Dennis was
too young for some of the games we planned anyway. We did one we
did b4 where everybody brought a white T-shirt and decorated it. Ella
said cuz it was her birthday she wanted everybody to decorate hers!
So that was fun and even Holden and Carma helped.

And of course everybody spanked her! lol Thats a tradition at our
birthday parties. Ella said she doesnt mind being spanked and we
found out why later! ;)

But the slumber party part was totally different! It was funny cuz the
only ones who stayed were the same ones who wore costumes! Of
course it was just for girls so the guys couldnt stay anyway. Oh and
of course we changed out of our costumes!

We were going to Mindys to spend the night in the treehouse but then
everybody decided to stay at Ellas. I didnt know how it would work
cuz Ella and her sisters have their beds all pushed together so its like
one big bed it takes up almost the whole room. But really it was fun!
First we watched the final Angel episode in the living room cuz we
have it on tape. Of course Ive seen it b4 but I miss Angel! I used to
have a crush on him but hes got a new series.

Anyway Holden and Carma went to bed b4 then and then after we
went to Ellas room. Ella and Wendi said they had a surprise for us and
guess what it was? Their new story! They warned us it would be hot
and it was! The first one they wrote was longer and that was about
the vampire. Ella and Wendi were the main characters in that one and
they were in this one too but in both stories they changed their names
of course. Really the stories arent about them theyre about their
characters. In the first story Ellas character meets the vampire but in
this story Wendis character is a ghost! Shes cursed to haunt this
house forever but she becomes flesh again one day a year. Its a kewl
story and its also totally hot! U wont believe what she does in the
story! We took turns reading it out loud.

Its funny cuz Ella and Wendi have written two sexy stories now and I
think they might have another one. And Ive written sexy poems but
Mindy said she hasnt written anything like that yet! So maybe well
write a sexy story together. Really we talked about it b4 and it would
be kewl.

So then we talked about guys and girls and lots of things. Then Wendi
said we should all share one of our fantasies!

Oh I should tell u where everybody was. Ella and her sisters Susie and
Lilah have all their beds pushed together so its like one big bed. Ella
says they have wall to wall bed! lol Of course Susie and Lilah werent
with us. Anyway Wendi was lying on the end by the window which is
where Ella usually sleeps, then Ella was on her right, then Mindy was
next and then me on the other end by the door. It was weird cuz they
have three beds Ellas, Susies, and Lilahs but there were four of us but
it still worked.

Anyway Ella said Wendi should go first but Wendi said she didnt have
to cuz their story was her fantasy! lol We decided it was Ellas b-day
so she should go first.

later

Ok this isnt a lot later but Mindys here now. Anyway guess what Ella
told us? She said she really likes getting spanked! :o I dont mean like
as a joke like for her b-day I mean she gets turned on! She said she
loves it when somebody does anything with her butt! So then I said
“u mean when I spanked u that u were feeling horny?” LMAO I could
not believe it! Oh Ella said shes never had anal sex or anything so dont
think that. But she said she might!

I dont know cuz I dont want anything stuck up my butt! I guess its
ok if somebody else likes it but I dont know. I want things coming
out of my butt not going in! LMAO Oh this is funny Mindy said u
mean u want monkeys to fly out of ur butt? lol Of course thats from
Waynes World.

Anyway Wendi said we should all share something kinky about a part
of the body! Ella said she already did so now we had to. So then I
said it was Wendis idea so she should go next! But then she said she
couldnt think of anything! And I was like it was her idea! lol And
really I couldnt think of anything either. I thought later I could have
told about when Nate played with my butt when I was in fifth grade.
Ill have to tell Ella about that cuz she likes butts! lol

So we decided we could tell about a part of the body we really liked
or a fantasy. And we said Wendis story didnt count! So she said shed
tell us another one. Then she said she had a fantasy about
masterbating with somebody when they were writing a story
together! Then Ella said shut up! And I was like OMG! Cuz I thought
is she talking about her and Ella? Mindy says she wondered too.

But then guess what? Ella said “its not a fantasy if u did it!” I could
not believe it! So we knew theyd done it! And of course u know
Mindy and I do sharies all the time. So then it was weird cuz it got
really quiet like nobody was talking. Then Ella told about how she
caught her sister Susie doing sharies with Tami but of course I wrote
that b4 that was like a year ago.

Anyway I wanted to tell them about Mindy and me but I didnt know if
Mindy wanted me to. She says she did but of course I know that
now. Cuz then Mindy said she had a fantasy about doing that too!
And she said she even thought about doing sharies with a girl when
they were holding hands. Then Wendi said “whats sharies?” and Ella
didnt know either. So then I told them and if u dont know u can read
my Slang Guide. Ok Mindy says I should tell u. If u dont know its
when ur with somebody and u each take care of urself! But not each
other thats totally different! lol

Then I started to say “Mindy are u sure thats ur fantasy?” but I didnt
finish it cuz Mindy looked at me funny. I wasnt going to tell them we
did it honest! I was just going to ask Mindy if that was a real fantasy
like I didnt know. But then I thought they might think I meant she
really did it so I didnt say it. But then Wendi said “did u two do it
too?” And Ella asked too. So I looked at Mindy cuz I didnt know if
she wanted me to tell them about it or not. And she just smiled at me
she looked so sweet so I knew it was ok. But I asked her anyway I
said “is it ok Mindy?” And she just nodded. So I told them “yes!
Mindy and I do sharies!” And then Ella said “Wendi and I do sharies
too.” And then it got really quiet again! Cuz u know what we were all
thinking about!

Then Mindy said “I know somebody who did it at a party.” And of
course that was me! Of course they asked her who but Mindy
wouldnt tell them. So then I said “me.” And they were like really? So I
told them about some of Cassies parties and how we all sat in a circle
and other times we did it but I didnt tell them who it was. They dont
read my diary and really thats private.

Then Wendi said “did u ever do it at a sleepover?” And I said “yes.”
And then I was like OMG cuz I knew why she asked! Cuz we were
having a sleepover! Then Wendi said “I havent.” Then nobody said
anything. Then Mindy held my hand under the sheet and my heart
started racing like crazy! But then it got totally quiet AGAIN! And I
was like somebody say it cuz I knew we were all thinking the same
thing!

But then Mindy just looked at me. And it was weird cuz I always like
looking at my precious Mindy. But I couldnt even look at her! I knew
she wanted me to say something! But I couldnt talk my mouth was
like totally dry! So I looked over and Ella was looking at me too! So I
knew they were all waiting for me to say something! Then I thought
“Im the oldest I should say something.” But all I could say was “Im
thirsty.” Isnt that stupid? But really I was.

Ok then this next part was totally funny. I should tell u Ella has this
cup she always has by her bed and she keeps water in it if she gets
thirsty. Its got a handle on one end and a butt on the other. She calls it
her butt cup. So then Ella said “u can use my butt cup.” And then I
started smiling and then somebody giggled and then we all started
laughing like crazy! It was so funny! We just kept laughing and
laughing and laughing I dont know why.

So then Wendi said “Hey Lorien drink out of Ellas butt cup.” And we
started laughing again! Then Ella said “everybody wants to drink out
of my butt!” LMAO It was so funny! So everybody got a drink! lol

Then Ella said “so Lorien is ur throat still dry?” And I said “no my
mouths wet now.” Then everybody started laughing and I didnt even
mean to be funny! Then Wendi said “Im wet too!” and we all started
laughing again! I thought Holden and Carma were going to check on
us cuz we were laughing so loud! Then Mindy even said “I hope they
dont catch us laughing!” Then I cant believe I said this but I said “at
least they wont catch us like they caught ur sisters!” And everybody
got quiet. It was weird it was like wed all be laughing then it all got
quiet again!

Then I said “I dont mean ur sisters Ella I mean ur sister and her
friend.” And this I couldnt believe but Mindy said “u sure u dont mean
Ella and her friend?”

Then finally it was too much. So I just said “what is everybody
thinking about right now?” And Wendi said “we all know what were
thinking about right now.” And then my heart started racing again.
Cuz I knew we were all thinking about doing sharies together! Then
Wendi said “its Ella birthday she should go first!” I could not believe
it! Then Ella said “its not my birthday yet!” Then Mindy said “maybe
we should all start together.” It was weird cuz I almost wanted to say
do u want to turn the lights on first? But I didnt. Cuz of course it was
dark but there was a little light from the night light I think it was a
Nemo night light.

So then Wendi said “ok is everybody ready!” And I was totally ready!
I knew I was really excited downstairs I could feel it! I hadnt done
sharies with a group for a long time! So we all said yes. Oh but Ella
put a CD in so nobody could hear us! lol So then this was really funny
but we all counted. “Three Two One Go!” And we all started taking
care of ourselves! I already knew I was wet but when my right hand
went inside my panties I could definitely feel it! I was totally excited!

Then this was sweet cuz Mindy held my hand like she usually does.
But then this was funny cuz Wendi said “r u holding hands?” And of
course I knew she meant Mindy and me. So I looked at Mindy and
she nodded her head. So I just said “yes.” Then I heard Wendi
whisper to Ella “do u want to?” But Ella said “Im not sure.” So I dont
know if they held hands or not. But I know Mindy and I did! And it
was weird cuz really I knew I could cum really fast but I wanted to
wait cuz it felt so good! It was so hot knowing we were all rubbing
ourselves at the same time I love doing that!

Then I could feel moving on the bed and I looked over and I could see
Ella and it looked like she was humping! Ive seen girls do that b4 of
course but she was really doing it! And she had her pillow over her
mouth! And then she came! And it almost sounded like she was
crying! But Wendi said dont worry thats what she does. Wendi came
next and she really groans! She almost sounded like she was sucking
in air or something I dont know how to explain it. Oh Mindy thinks
she makes noise breathing in and out but I dont know. I was going to
try to come the same time as Mindy but I just couldnt wait! It felt so
good I just had to do it! Mindy says I moaned so loud she was afraid
Id wake up Ellas parents! lol Oh she says she was just kidding.

But poor Mindy didnt come! She says thats ok she says she really
liked it! She said she doesnt have to come every time. Really I think
she was just embarrassed cuz she didnt want them to hear her
squeak! lol Really its sweet when she cums cuz she sounds like a
mouse. Oh she says that wasnt it she thinks she was just nervous cuz
she was right next to Ella and hasnt done it with her b4. But thats ok
Mindy u can come next time!

Anyway then Wendi wanted everybody to share what they thought
about when they did it! But then I said “lets not do that this time lets
do it next time.” Then Wendi said “so u want to have a next time?”
And it was funny but we all said “yes!” lol

Anyway then we talked for a little but Ella fell asleep right away. So
then finally we all fell asleep.