Lorien Loveshade's Private Diary August 17 to 19 2005

Wednesday August 17 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I really dont want to babysit today. I dont like having only two kids
and not making any money! Ok Im making some but not a lot.

later

Babysitting was weird. Kimberly acted totally glad to see me she gave
me a big huggie and kissie. But Rodney acted upset! So I talked to
him and it was like he thought I wasnt coming back! I didnt know
why but Mindy said she thinks its cuz his Daddy left and didnt come
back. Really thats sad. Anyway later he was happy and sat on my lap
so it was kewl again.

Its weird babysitting them in their house cuz I babysat in their
apartment and then in Garretts apartment when they moved. I miss
Garrett hes a good kid. Of course Ill still see him he lives in the same
complex as me. But then Ill be moving soon so who knows? I really
wish I wasnt moving but I wont write that all day. At least I can still
go to the same high school.

Carol is excited cuz she already registered for high school. I think
they had like some special orientation day for freshmen Mindy said
she went to that too last year. I didnt have it of course cuz I went to
my old high school when I started.

I have a lot to do! Were having our branch esbat on Friday and then
Ellas b-day party on Saturday. I cant believe everythings happening so
fast! And really I havent even done much planning for the b-day party
but Ella said she and Wendi have done a lot. Its a costume party of
course and that part will be coed. Then were having the all girl
sleepover. Its really kewl that Ella has such a great friend in Wendi
cuz she didnt have many friends b4. Of course shes my friend and
shes a great friend. But I have a lot of best friends and she didnt have
any b4 Wendi. I think they knew each other a long time but now
theyre really close.

Oh and Ella said she and Wendi wrote another hot story! I posted the
one they wrote about the vampire so I guess Ill post this one too but I
havent read it yet. I wish I could finish a story!

Anyway Mindy and I r going to the antique store tomorrow and start
setting up my new room. Really that parts kewl cuz we dont have to
wait til the last minute to start moving we can start moving in
anytime. I know Mommy will wait til the last minute but Im not going
to wait! I want to be totally moved in b4 school starts even though I
wont tell my school that! That way I can graduate at the same high
school I go to now. ;)

Thursday August 18 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I got good news from Aunt Lizzie but Il tell u later.

Mindy and I got a lot done today I cant believe how much we got
done! The room was a mess cuz theyve been using it for storage.
Uncle Frankie helped carry a lot of things cuz of course hes really
strong. I still dont want to live in a room in the antique store it sucks.
I wish I had a full bathroom with a tub not just a shower. And I dont
want to get up and hear customers wandering around outside my
bedroom door! But Mindy says customers almost never come to that
part of the store and I guess shes right I dont know. But still. Ill have
my room in the middle of a bunch of junk!

We couldnt figure out a way to get my bed to fit in there but finally
Mindy figured it out. Shes really good at that. I didnt think it would
work but we dont need all of Uncle Frankies cooking stuff and were
putting a little night table over the small fridge so it wont take anymore
room. Uncle Frankie hasnt been there since the wedding but a lot of
the stuff is still there.

Oh and this is good. Theres no TV but Page said I can do like Uncle
Frankie did I can use one they have in the store that they havent sold
yet! Whichever TV is best they want in the store but they said I could
use the second best one in my room and really thats better than what
Mommy and I have! So that could be kewl. So I wont even have to
buy one. And my cell phone will still work but I might have to change
my service or phone number I dont know. I wish I got one with more
features so I could take pictures and check my email on it. But really I
never take photos anyway. And I can get a better stereo for my room
but really it will take up a lot of space and usually I just listen to the
radio anyway. I dont even buy CDs.

I wish Aunt Ebee would get a job cuz then she and Uncle Frankie
would have enough money to move and then I could have their room
at Page and Perrys. I know shes been looking but its hard to find one
now.

Ok heres my good news. Aunt Lizzie said Uncle Oz is visiting again
and hes got a timeshare and its on the beach! I think its the same one
Mindy and I went to b4. Mindy wants to go too I hope she can! And
its kewl cuz it wont be this weekend cuz thats our esbat and Ellas b-
day party it will be the next weekend. Were having the coed part of
Ellas party at her house and the sleepover in Mindys treehouse.
Anyway its the weekend b4 Labor Day and that means the beach
wont be crowded. And guess what else? Aunt Lizzie said they plan to
go to a nude beach and Flower and her family might even be going
too! That would be totally kewl. I told Aunt Lizzie maybe Flowers
family could stay with us at the timeshare but she said shed have to
check with them and Uncle Oz. Shes not sure if its big enough for all
of us.

And guess what Mindy said? She said she wants to go and shes ready
to go to a nude beach! Really I think she is. And it should be easy cuz
she knows Aunt Lizzie and Flowers family and Uncle Oz. And she
went topfree already even though that was just for a few seconds. So
this could be kewl!

Anyway I got most of my stuff moved already cept for my bed and
dresser and some other things so I should have all my stuff moved
really soon. Mommy hasnt even started yet but thats not my fault! I
know shell wait til the last minute and then run around crazy.

later

Oh snap I just got an idea. I could tell Benny and Brandy and maybe
theyd come out and help us move! I can see them now that Daddys
moved out cuz Mommy isnt mad at them for getting married
anymore. Really Daddys the only one whos still mad. And they might
want to go to the beach too cuz of course theyre both nudist. The
prob is theres no way they could fit in Uncle Oz timeshare too. Maybe
Flowers family could stay somewhere else and the rest of us could
stay with Uncle Oz. We could still see Flower on the beach. I hope
this works!

Friday August 19 2005

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I told Mommy about Uncle Oz timeshare and now she wants to go!
Really that could be kewl and Matthew could go too. And Mommy
really needs to get out and do something. Im so tired of hearing her
talk about Daddy all the time! Its like one day she wishes he would
just go away so shed never see him again and the next day shes
calling everybody to help her get him back. It drives me crazy!

And its good too cuz that would mean Mommy and I would have to
get moved out quicker. I really dont want to wait til the last minute! I
did some moving today but not a lot. The only prob with Mommy
going is we couldnt go to a nude beach. Its weird cuz I still dont
know if Mommy did it b4. I thought she went to them with Page and
Perry when she was little but then I thought it was with Uncle Oz
when she was a teenager and I still dont know. And I really dont
know how to ask her. I dont think shed do it now though.

later

Mindy and I tried on our costumes for Ellas party theyre great! Ima
thats Mindys Mama is great at working on costumes. I know ppl will
think theyre really funny but I wont write what they r u will have to
wait til the party! lol

Its kewl too cuz Ella b-day is my diary’s b-day! Her party is b4 that
but she was born August 23 and thats the day I started writing my
online diary it was four years ago. I cant believe its been that long! I
wrote a diary b4 then lots of times but never finished it. But Ive been
writing it every day for four years!

Im going to help Mindy with babysitting even though neither of us is
getting paid for it! Shes getting paid for babysitting Brandi and Dustin
but not Justin, so I told her we could share him! lol She had all three
of them today but Im going to take him with me Monday. Its not fair
cuz hes no help so she should get paid for him too! Hes 12 so he
shouldnt need a babysitter but he does.

later

We had our coven esbat for the full moon but part of it was weird!
First let me tell u who was there. It was Elder Priestess Miss Sasha,
High Priestess Goldina, Priest Catovida, Priestess Artariel which is
me, Initiate Sennyoko which is Mindy, Initiate Sealegs which is Carol,
Deno, Wendi, and Rad whos Catovidas friend. Ella whos Initiate
Desmodia wasnt there cuz she has to get everything ready for her b-
day party tomorrow. Really that was sad cuz we were going to say
happy birthday to her at the esbat! I have to learn when everybodys b-
day is in our branch. Quinns gone already but I dont know why Olive
didnt come.

We had some good news. Chipmunk is ready to be a full Wiccan!
Really I think she was ready b4 but she wanted to be sure. Shes not in
my branch but shes in my coven. So thats kewl. And guess what
else? Our coven might get a new member! If we do it would be our
13th member and thats it! Its kewl too cuz we havent lost any
members since we started! I moved but Im still in the coven. Anyway
Im not sure what day well elevate Chipmunk but I think it will be soon
maybe the next full moon or on the Autumnal Equinox.

Ok heres the part thats weird and this could be a major problem!
Catovida had talked to Miss Sasha about making him a High Priest. So
Miss Sasha talked to ppl in our coven really I think just Schizandra
and Ice Falcon and Eagle Flame cuz u first have to be approved by the
Elder and High Priestess and High Priest. They have to think that ur
ready and then it can be presented to the coven. But they said that
they dont think Catovida is ready yet. Really thats not bad cuz it takes
years of study and practice to be a High Priest! But then Rad said
Catovida doesnt need anybody approval! I dont know if Rad is a High
Priest or not but if he is then he could say Catovida is ready. But it
wouldnt work for our branch cuz u have to be approved by our coven
and our branch. So I dont know how this will work!

And then Catovida just said “there are other options” but I straight up
dont know what options hes talking about! And then this was weird
cuz after Miss Sasha left he told me he wants us to have a meeting
without her! I wanted to ask him why but I didnt. I dont know whats
happening but Im worried about it! And really I dont know if I should
tell Miss Sasha first.