Lorien Loveshade's Secret Teen Diary February 9 to 15 2002

Saturday, February 9, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Today is Jules and my two month anniversary! Somebody asked me how long weve been dating so
now u know! I called his house and Sister Vicky answered. I talked to her and then I said I wanted to
talk to Jules about a school assignment. So when he was on the phone I said Happy Anniversary! He
didnt know what it was so I told him it was two months. I cant believe its been that long!

I finished my poem for Jules! I was going to give it to him for Valentines Day but now Im not sure. I
dont know what hed think of it!

I want to do something special for him and I have a couple ideas but I havent decided yet. I talked to
Becky and guess what I found out Linda is spending the night at her house! I dont know why Becky
didnt tell me. I mean thats fine theres no problem its just I didnt know.

I get to see Jules <3 :* tomorrow!

Sunday, February 10, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Deacon Henry died! I found out he died Friday night. I guess hed been sick for awhile. There going to
have the funeral tomorrow and Deacon Mike is handling it and I think Pastor Jay is doing the
ceremony. I didnt really know him all that well but I saw him at church and he seemed nice. I know he
was old but its still too bad. Jules is going to go so I think Ill go too.

Jules was nice to me today! In Sunday school he actually smiled at me! Then in church he sat next to
me and when ppl were hugging he gave me a big hug! Of course Sister Vicky and Deacon Mike and
Randy gave me big hugs but Jules acts like he doesnt care so they dont learn were bf and gf. I dont
know why hes acting different but I like it!

They had me over for lunch. Sister Vicky fixed us chicken which was real good, and potato salad that
was delicious. It was funny Jules was calling me Sister Lorien and then Randy started calling me
sister! So then I called them Brother Jules and Brother Randy. I thought I was going to get to babysit
Randy on Friday cuz their going out but its just Sister Vicky and Deacon Mike so Jules can babysit
unless hes going to Rogers. I wish theyd let me babysit Randy when Jules was there! :P

Im going to ask Mommy and Daddy if I can go out on a group date. I dont know what it will be but
maybe I can thing of something!

Oh I forgot to say Ive been watching the Winter Olympics. Its like the only sports my Mommy watches.
Nolan was here too and of course Daddy watched. Brandy even watched a little. I dont usually talk
about TV but I guess the Olympics is different. I dont think Daddy is betting on it cuz he hasnt been
calling me his good luck goddess!

Monday, February 11, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I got to get out of part of school to go to the funeral. Pastor Jay did the ceremony at the church for
Deacon Henry who died and was one of his deacons. There was a lot of ppl there probably most of
the church and other ppl Ive never seen. Of course Deacon Mike and Sister Vicky and Jules were
there.

Sister Ethel was real nice even though it was her husband. I think that must be so sad to lose ur
husband. The closest person to me who died was Ms. Adelman who died when I was 10. She was like
an aunt to me and I saw her all the time.

They had something at the grave too but I didnt go. I ate at the church they had a lot of food.
Oh guess what? Im going to get to see the back parts of the funeral home the parts they dont show
everybody. I know it seems gross but Im really curious to see what its like. Jules has told me some
thing but Ive never seen it. Deacon Mike and Sister Vicky didnt really talk to me much they were busy
and Jules was helping but I got to eat with him.

Tomorrow I get to meet the guy who might be our new member.

Oh I forgot to say my period started today so its not always exactly on the New Moon but its still really
close! Im glad its early that was starting to get freaky!

Tuesday, February 12, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Sisiter Vicky called today and said they might need me to babysit after all. I hope so I can use the
money! But I dont think Jules will be there. :(

We had an open ceremony tonight which was ppl from our covens and our sister coven. There were a
couple ppl there I didnt know including the one who might be our new member. He seems really nice.
He collects glass animals including horses he likes horses too.

Wednesday, February 13, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Kevin did a real good job with my poem for Jules! He burned the edges so it looks old and I can put it
in a frame. Hes done that before and then I put them in a frame and it looks really cool. But still I was
thinking my poem is really pretty lame. I wish I wrote a better one!

Daddy played poker again tonight and Mommy got mad at him. I hate when they argue!

Thursday, February 14, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Today was a wierd day! First Im all excited cuz its VaLeNtInEs DaY. So then I see the school
newspaper and Im hoping to see a love note from Jules! And I find one to me but its from anonymous!
And then Im thinking of course it is its a secret! But keep reading cuz this gets wierd. So here is the
note:

Dear Lorien,

You are a wonderful girl. I have loved you for the longest time. I think about you always. I hope you
guess who this is from and feel the same way.

Love from Anonymous

So Im thinking Wow! Jules really loves me! <3 So Im all excited so I go to Jules and I say thank u so
much. And he says what for? And I say for the note. And he says what note? And I say the note in the
paper. And he says what note in the paper? And then Im like totally confused and wish Id kept my
mouth shut!

So then Im like who sent me the note? I mean somebody loves me and its not Jules! But I just say ok I
guess it was for a different Lorien and then I feel silly. But Jules just says meet me after school. And
that means well have very little time cuz I take the bus.

So then in Math Mr. Rodriguez says that somebody else will be getting tutoring now! And Im like why
and its because I got a C and some students need more help. But the only reason I got a C is
because I got more help! So I really plead with Mr. Rodriguez plus I want to be in the tutoring group
cuz Jules is there too. So he says ok hell think about letting me stay he may just another person. And
Im like please Goddess dont let him kick me out I need Dales help! Oh Dale gave us all a Valentine
and a couple kisses :* :* hes sweet. No I dont mean that kind of kiss I mean the ChOcOlAtE kind! lol

Oh guess what? @-->-- <3 JuLeS <3 @-->-- gave me a school Valentine! It had the card with an
angel and said "To my Heavenly Valentine"! It was so sweet plus it had a candy heart sucker. I gave
him one two but mine said "To My Romeo from ur Juliet." But I got two Valentines and the other was
anonymous! It just said "To My Secret Love." So now Im like whos the second person cuz it was
anonymous too or is there three cuz I dont know who posted the note in the paper or even if its for me!

Mrs. Hill gave us all in yearbook a littleValentine which was cool and I got a few more.

Mr. Zim saw me and asked me to babysit tonight! He said they couldnt get their usual babysitter and
he remembered I babysat. I really wanted to spend more time with Jules but I couldnt anyway. At least
I got to see him at school!

So then after school I met Jules and I gave him the poem! I posted it so u can read it I really dont think
its very good and I was hoping he would like it but he said he liked it very much! I was hoping he would
cuz I kind of describe him and I didnt want him to think I wasnt being nice its just I like talking about the
way he really is! Hes so cool! Then he gave a heart shaped box of ChOcOlAtEs! He knows I <3
ChOcOlAtE! So it was so sweet! I wanted to kiss him and I think he wanted to kiss me but there were
lots of other kids around so we didnt. :(

Mommy and Daddy went out. I gave them and Brandy each a Valentine and have one for Nolan but I
didnt see him today. I also have one for Benny but hell have to wait for it.

So I got to babysit Erica. Shes 6 and shes really sweet. She wanted me to play Barbie dolls so I was
Ken and she was Barbie.

There house is really nice. Mrs. Zim has a lot of very beautiful dolls from all over the world. They also
have a lot of plants I think most of those are Mr. Zim's. Plus they have this dog named Hawkins. Hes a
pretty big dog and tan and is really smart. Im not really a dog person but hes a cool dog and he would
act like he was guarding Erica. Mr. Zim had to introduce me to him first so hed know I belonged there.
There also have a big aquarium with lots of fish.

I gave Erica a bath. Really she mostly did it by herself. She has a lot of bath toys and her own room
which has lots of dolls and a really pretty bed with a lacy canopy! I sure never had a bed like that!
Plus she loves bunnies.

I told them I was paid $3 an hour I didnt say I usually got tips cuz I thought that would be rude. But
they gave me $9 even though it was only 2 1/2 hours so that was cool.

But I still dont know who sent me the anonymous valentine!

Friday, February 15, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Ok I talked to another Lorien and she thinks the Valentine in the paper is probably for her. So I guess
I was just being silly.

Oh this is really wierd. Tiffany is trying out to be a cheerleader at the high school! I mean I didnt think
she was interested in that at all. Shes so smart why would she want to be a cheerleader? I think its
because Mike wants her to or something.

Oh I found out yesterday was Kichis birthday I didnt even know! I feel bad cuz I didnt even say happy
birthday to her.

I babysat Randy again. JuLeS <3 and his friend Roger were there when I got there. Roger was
teasing me I dont like Roger. I mean I dont hate anybody but I dont like him. He knows about Jules and
me and at one time he whispered to me "so when are u and Jules going to do it?" I mean how rude
can u be! Deacon Mike and Sister Vicky took Jules and Roger to Rogers house and I was glad to see
Roger go but I wished Jules could stay!

Randy wasnt too bad this time even though he wanted me to brush my teeth with him. Ok I know this is
really wierd and dont think Im sick but at first I thought no way I wasnt going to use Randys toothbrush
but then I thought I could use Jules toothbrush! I know this is real wierd but I figured I kissed him and
his tongue was in my mouth so I hoped it would be ok! So I did and it felt romantic and kind of sexy to
me. Is this too wierd?

But then I felt guilty to I washed his toothbrush real good and then I was afraid I wouldnt get the soap
taste out without rinsing it for like hours. And then I thought how will I know if it tastes like soap without
tasting it and then Id have to wash it again! So I just rinsed it for a really long time. I dont know why I
did that! I hope Jules doesnt notice!

Oh this was really sweet it almost made me cry it was so sweet. When Randy said his prayers and
said God bless everybody he said God bless Lorien which he always does when Im there but then he
said "God bless Lorien cuz shes a great sister." It was so sweet!

Jules spent the night at Rogers which is why I could babysit. Deacon Mike and Sister Vicky gave me
$9 and also a Valentines Day package with cookies and candy. She said she was sorry it was late but
I said thats ok. Plus Deacon Mike gave me a $3 tip and a big hug. But then he held me real tight and I
suddenly just kissed him on the cheek! I dont why I did it but hes so neat and he was surprised but he
smiled at me. And he patted me again like he did before.

So I got $12 tonite and $9 last night so now Im rich! lol