Lorien Loveshade's Secret Teen Diary January 1 to 8 2002

Tuesday, January 1, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

This year is going to be a PuRpLe YeAr! Theres this kids book about this boy I think his name is
Harold and he has a purple crayon and with it he makes lots of purple things. I really like purple so
this year Im going to paint purple things! Thats my New Years resolution! You might think it sounds
silly but Im going to do it!

Ok Im also going to try to be nice to ppl but if they arent nice back Im painting them PuRpLe!

This year is already special cuz I started it with my first boyfriend!

And I dont even know if Ill ever have a second boyfriend so u will just have to wait!

Its wierd cuz Jules can have me as his gf when hes 14 but Im supposed to wait until Im 16 which is
stupid. Ok I know I wrote that before but its still STOOPID!

We didnt do much cept go out to eat. Mommy isnt really wearing maternity clothes yet but she says
she will soon. Mommy wants to find out if its a boy or a girl but Daddy said he wants to wait.

I started feeling sad cuz Laura is leaving tomorrow. I wanted to see her more theres still things I want
to do but Im running out of time. I dont know when shell be here again and I already miss her.

Wednesday, January 2, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I miss Laura! She left today. Becky really misses her too. Benny will be going back to college soon at
least hell be here for his birthday. I still havent gotten him anything I spent all my money! Usually I get
some Christmas money but I didnt this year. I got to find something!

Oh I forgot to say what Grandma and Grandpa got me for Christmas. It got here late so I forgot to
write it. They got me a couple nice blouses. One is white with buttons that look like pearls and the
other looks like it but its lavendar. Its wierd cuz purple is my favorite color but I dont have hardly any
clothes I have a lot of white I like wearing white even though it gets dirty.

Oh I might get to babysit Saturday which I dont want to do cuz Randy was a monster last time but I
want the money! Deacon Mike and Sister Vicky are going somewhere and Jules is going to his friends
house. I really dont like Roger very much but hes Jules friend so I guess hes mine too but not really.
But I dont think Jules likes Becky so I guess were even. Roger goes to Jules old school its a private
school and he goes to the church. I dont talk about him cuz if u cant say something nice its best not to
say anything but I didnt say anything bad so there!

Thursday, January 3, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Today was Bennys birthday! Hes 20 now. We just had a small party just Mommy, Daddy, Candi and
me. He said he didnt want anything big.

I didnt have money so guess what Im his slave for his birthday! It sounds funny but its like Im doing his
chores and stuff for him and bringing things to him. Its fun and he keeps kidding around with me. Hes
a great brother. I made this card that said I was his slave. I was going to email him a birthday card but
hes here! Hell be going back soon and Ill miss him.

Oh I almost forgot to say its also Mortisas b-day but we did something for her at the coven meeting.

Friday, January 4, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Im stoopid! I almost didnt want to babysit Randy but then I thought if I do I can spend the night at Jules
house! They said I could cuz that way I can just go to church with them on Sunday. So Jules and I
could sneak and see each other after Deacon Mike and Sister Vicky go to bed! But then thats stoopid
cuz Jules will be at his friend Rogers house. So now I dont know what Im doing!

Ok Im going to babysit Randy and Deacon Mike and Sister Vicky will be there but no Jules. I hope hes
there at first. But maybe if he is then he could stay before he goes and it would be just me and him
and his little brother! And if I could get his little brother to bed then it could be just me and Jules! We
might have time alone together! This could be really cool!

Saturday, January 5, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Jules was gone before I got to his house so my plans didnt work!

I babysat Randy again he wasnt as bad as last time but I still had to tell forever to get him to do
anything. Finally I said I would tell his Mommy and Daddy and that worked most of the time except he
wouldnt put his pajamas on he kept running around in his underwear.

Deacon Mike and Sister Vicky really thanked me they both gave me a big hug. And guess what? I
slept in Jules bed! I mean Jules wasnt there so dont think that! Im innocent!

Deacon Mike checked on me and Randy to make sure we were ok that was sweet and he hugged me
again. It was sweet he patted me just like Uncle Oz does I didnt think he would do that. He said if I felt
afraid to let him know but Im not little like Randy! Ok sometimes I do have nightmares or get spooked.
But I was sleeping in Jules bed! I kind of held one of his pillows when Randy was asleep and
pretended it was him.

I felt like I wanted to sneak a look at his stuff but I didnt. Ok I did look at stuff he had out but I didnt
peek in his drawers Im a good little girl remember? Plus Randy would have told anyway!

Sunday, January 6, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

I saw my bf Jules at church he came with his friend Roger. Sunday school was about being
responsible and our bodies are temples and stuff. I think it was about not having sex or something. In
church I ended up sitting next to Roger. He kept looking at me and making funny faces when nobody
was looking. Hes more imature than Randy! Randy sat next to me too he was a little angel like he
always is when Mommy and Daddy are around. He wasnt at home he even messed up my clothes the
little brat!

I didnt get to hardly talk to Jules except a little between Sunday school and church. I really dont like
that we have to keep this a secret. I wish I could date at 14 then we would still have to wait a couple
months which is a long time but at least not forever! Im going to talk to Daddy about changing it this is
STOOPID!

Tomorrow I go back to school. I miss Yearbook but not History and Math!

Monday, January 7, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

My first day back wasnt too bad. I started reading The Hobbit its what happens before The Lord of the
Rings. I really liked the movie a lot even better than Harry Potter even though it was a lot longer. The
books are by J. R. Tolkien.

I found out Becky and Linda both got in trouble for being really late to PE. I dont have PE same period
so I wasnt there. I think Beckys starting hanging around with Linda just cuz I have a bf. I mean its not
fair cuz I cant really do anything with him cuz its secret.

Tuesday, January 8, 2002

Dear Mr BiGgLeS

Ive had enough of this. So I got a plan.

Im going to talk to Jules about us going on a real date. I think I can fix it with Becky where shell say Im
with her and Jules can says hes with Roger or something. Dont start thinking dirty I just mean like to a
movie or a picnic or something if its not raining. I want to see the new Peter Pan movie it comes out
soon and I used to pretend I was Wendy but I think its Wendys daughter thats in this one. I know its a
kids movie but I like it anyway so what!