| DeCeMbEr 12 - 21 2001 |
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| Wednesday, December 12, 2001 Dear Mr Biggles The grass were growing in science is growing so fast that Paige said we should get mini lawn mowers! lol Were trying different soils for an experiment. I want to write a poem for Jules but I cant think of what to write! Hes such a cool guy! And hes my first real date! Mommy was going around complaining about Daddy being gone again. I think her pregnancys driving her crazy. I dont know what Im going to do during vacation cuz Ill be around this all the time! Thursday, December 13, 2001 Dear Mr Biggles Jules is asking so cool! I mean like almost too much. I know its a secret were dating but its like he acts like I dont exist. We didnt have tutoring today cuz Dale wasnt here I think hes on vacation already. I keep thinking Im doing something wrong or something. But I guess its part of the romance but I hope he doesnt act that way at the dance! Friday, December 14, 2001 Dear Mr Biggles Today was the dance! I couldnt do much of anything today I was thinking about it and then my period started of all days! And Im wearing white! And its my first real date! It was neat cuz all the boys wore ties and the girls all wore dresses or blouses and skirts. It was a formal dance. They had garlands and a Christmas tree and it looked like snow. It was so cool! I wore a long white flowing sleeveless dress. I also had a thin white garland in my hair which was pulled back. Becky wore a red mini-dress with spaghetti straps. I mean it was like something u could never wear to school of course we were uniforms but u cant wear spaghetti straps. And then she wore these little red ribbons in her hair like u would put on presents which was really cute. Kay took us. When I got there I didnt see Jules but then he came in. He wore a long-sleeve light blue shirt and black tie with black pants and shined black shoes. He was so handsome! I wanted to run to him but he just acted cool. I mean I felt like Juliet and I cant go to Romeo! But then he asked me to dance and hes a real good dancer! I mean he knew how to dance formal dancing like u see in old movies which was really cool! I didnt know he had dancing lessons. I just followed. I danced with Jose once when he got away from Jeannette. I danced once with David too. I didnt see Herbie there at all I guess he didnt go. Oh Rachael and Nathan were king and queen. And Samantha was a princess. I think thats so cool she ued to be real shy. And Becky didnt have date! I guess shes still playing the field but this is weird for Becky. I mean she was dancing like all night and she danced with Linda again and even danced with Jules twice I got to watch that girl! Ok so like when the dance was ending and Jules was dancing with me in a slow dance and he whispers where were going when it ends. So we like sneak around the corner and he says he had a great time and then he kisses me right on the lips! And like I was going to kiss him again and I only French kissed one guy in a kissing game when I was 12 but I wanted to but he said only one little kiss on the first date! I mean he was such a gentleman! And then we had to act like we werent dating again but I knew different! And Im going to see him again on Sunday I cant wait! Saturday, December 15, 2001 Dear Mr Biggles Im p*ssed! Becky found out that Paula has a slumber party tonite and she didnt even tell us! Paula said it was like only for high school students and she was sorry. I mean shes only one grade ahead shes in 9th and were in 8th. And I know thats high school but its not fair cuz theres like four grades from 9 to 12 and only one from 8 to 9. So Becky says shes going to have a slumber party and Im going to help her. And there will be no high school students! And no boys of course but I know Jules wouldnt want to go to a slumber party anyway! lol Oh my coven just had a small ceremony last night so we didnt miss much. Its wierd cuz I was thinking about Laura coming out for Christmas and wishing she was here to be in the coven but then I remembered she couldnt be anyway cuz she hasnt had her first period! I know its wierd buts its an Indian tradition and our coven has lots of Native American beliefs. A girl is a woman on her first period so u cant join until then. I found out some covens dont take u until ur 16 or 18 and I think thats dum. I mean like u can go to church when ur a baby. Aunt Eva says when covens do that it means that when ur vulnerable u dont have any guidance and that doesnt make sense. It would be like u cant start school until ur 18 u can only read books on ur own and then u have to be ready to go to college. And something else thats wierd is that Aunt Eva says all my periods have been on the new moon! I mean since Ive been checking. She says I have a very strong lunar influence. Tomorrow I see Jules again! Sunday, December 16, 2001 Dear Mr Biggles Pastor Jay talked about sickness is from Satan but I dont believe that. Its when u get out of balance and harmony. I dont believe in Satan. But he mostly talked about family and Christmas. But I believe in Jules! lol I just wish we didnt have to keep it a secret but its kind of romantic that way too. I wrote him a note and I sneaked it to him in church! He said we shouldnt do that but I know he liked it. I hope he did. I didnt get to stay for lunch today. Monday, December 17, 2001 Brandy said shes leaving as soon as she turns 18! She didnt tell Mommy or Daddy that but she told me. She got in trouble again and she says theres too much pressure here. I mean she gets in trouble herself its not my fault. Im going to Beckys concert Wednesday I dont know if Mommy and Daddy are going. Tuesday, Dec. 18, 2001 Becky wanted to have the pajama party on Saturday but Im like its right before Christmas nobodys going to come. So then we think we can have it New Years Eve! I mean I think that would be so cool! But then she said at least we dont have to worry about Jules showing up and Im like what does she mean? But she said she didnt mean nothing but Im not sure u better explain urself girl! Wednesday, Dec. 19, 2001 The concert was awesome! The band was good but the choir was tight! Becky sings in choir shes a real good singer. Mommy and Leslie went but Daddy had to work. Of course Amy and Darrell were there they go to everything. Brandy said she didnt want to go to a lame jr. high thing but what does she know? I didnt see Jules I wanted to meet him there but he said he didnt know if he would go. I saw a lot of ppl though. Oh guess what I found out Mrs. Coombs is pregnant! It would be wierd if she had her baby same time as my Mommy! Oh we already got girls who can go to a New Years Eve slumber party! The only thing is I realized I wont be with Jules on New Years Eve so I dont know what to do. Oh I almost forgot we called Grandpa cuz its his birthday and I talked to Grandma too. I hope I get to see them cuz I havent seen them in ages. Thursday, Dec. 20, 2001 I almost forgot to say we have a special ceremony tomorrow. Its the first day of winter so its the winter solstice. Plus its the last day of school before vacation! Becky says shes going to bring misteltoe to school tomorrow! I hope she doesnt get us in trouble! Oh we changed the party to Saturday before New Years cuz a couple girls couldnt come New Years Eve and thats better cuz I can see Jules! Im getting something special for him for Christmas but I wont say! And I wont tell Becky what I got for her ether cuz she read this so there! Friday, Dec. 21, 2001 Dear Mr Biggles Im forgetting everything I think Im losing my mind! I havent even been writing Dear Mr Biggles and I forgot to write something! Im going crazy! Ok Becky brought misteltoe and we wore our Santa hats and she put hers in her hat and said I should too! I thought wed get in trouble cuz its not the dress code but its like nobody said anything for half the day! I was chicken but I did put it in before I saw Jules. I dont know how she talked me into doing it but thats Becky! But then he said he didnt like misteltoe its pagan and I almost said well what do u think I am? But I didnt. I dont know I got to tell him but if I do he wont want me anymore. I didnt know what to do! Oh we had like a party at school it was cool. Oh and guess what Herbie game me a present! I felt bad cuz I didnt get him one and then I didnt even open it I thought Id open it later but Becky says I should have opened it when he could see Im so stupid! So I havent even opened it yet I feel bad for Herbie. Hes a nice guy but Jules is my bf! Bennys coming tomorrow! Its so cool cuz I really love Benny hes a great brother but it means Ill be in Brandys room again but thats ok I guess. We got a bunch of ppl coming for Christmas! We got Benny and I think Uncle Oz I hope so and Laura I havent seen in like forever! I thought my cousins would be here but I guess theyll be here after Christmas but it looks like there moving here! Oh of course Page and Perry and Aunt Ebee will be here. Oh also I might babysit Sunday they got a program at church and I dont know if Ill go or babysit I want to go but I can use some money! Our ceremony tonight was so cool! Its for the winter solstice and everybody was there. I thought we had to have all ceremonies outside but we can have them inside if the weathers bad. Mortisa knows Deacon Mike I dont know if I wrote that already. We had like a party too and Becky had misteltoe of course and everybody kissed everybody it was fun. And we had lots of goodies so I had two parties in one day! |
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| My DiArY! |
| Brandy said shes leaving as soon as she turns 18! |
| Beckys concert was awesome! |
| I know its a secret were dating but Jules is acting like I dont exist. |
| Today was the dance! Its my first real date! |
| Paula had a slumber party and she didnt even tell us! |
| I wish we didnt have to keep it a secret but its kind of romantice this way. |
| Becky brought misteltoe and we wore our Santa hats and she put hers in her hat and said I should too! |
| Herbie gave me a present! |
| I want to write a poem for Jules but I cant think of what to write! Hes my first real date! |