NoVeMbEr 5 - 9 2001
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Monday, Nov. 5, 2001

Dear Mr. Biggles

Ok I finally figured this out thanks Nick! I know Nick cant read this but he helped me. I guess Ive been
writing too much cuz November was already full so I had to start a new file! Dont worry Nick doesnt
know about my diary but I told him I had a friend who had a file that got too big on a website and he
said they should just start another file! Doh!

Oh I never said Benny helped me start my first website. I didnt know what to do and he said MSN was
easy so he helped me make a site. But then when I knew what I was doing I started this one and
Benny doesnt even know about it! But thanks Benny! I havent even looked at the other site but there
isnt nothing there so dont bother!

I finished my essay but I havent done the extra credit thing for math yet. I got to have it done on
Wednesday or I might get a D! I got other homework too but I wont talk about it cuz its boring!
Oh you wont believe this but today Becky said I should tell my Daddy that we helped him win the world
series and I said she was crazy. But then I talked to Leslie shes my moms friend and told her about
the coven cuz she believes in tarot and stuff like that and she said tell him we study Native American
culture and beliefs cuz we do. And I didnt even think of that cuz Grandma is part Indian so he is too
and me too. So I told Daddy and he was so happy about the World Series anyway that he says thats
great! I mean it was easy!

Oh I think were going to Disneyland! Ive been to Disneyland but Mommy and Daddy never take me
they say it costs too much money. But I think Daddy won a bunch of money on the game but I cant tell
Mommy!

I finished Illusions The Adventures of a Relunctant Messiah. Its about this guy named Richard who
flies planes and gives people rides and he meets this other guy Don who does it too. And Don is like
the Messiah only he doesnt want to be. I wont tell how it ends but its a really good book. It has a lot of
philosophy but its a good story too and I think its partly true cuz the author is Richard Bach and he
really does fly planes. We get reading time at school and some kids dont like it but I love to read. And
we can read anything we want. So now Im going to read the book Beth loaned me The Last Unicorn.

Tuesday, Nov. 6, 2001

Dear Mr. Biggles

Oh my God I cant believe this! I think Brandy is pregnant! I heard Mommy on the phone to Perry and
she was all upset and I wasnt being nosy but I heard her say something about a pregnancy test and
then I think she said positive! And I think positive means its true but Im not sure if it is or negative I get
those messed up. If u know let me know but Im going to call Paula and find out cuz I think she knows. I
mean I know Brandy goes out a LOT but shes on the pill! And like the reason she moved here with
Daddy and my Mommy is cuz she got pregnant when she lived with her Mommy and her other Daddy
and had an abortion and thats why she came here so it wouldnt happen and now its happened all
over again! And I dont think Daddys going to want her to have an abortion cuz he doesnt believe in it.
But I know hell be P*ssed!

I heard that I was wrong about what I said before and that u can have sex before u have ur first period
but I didnt think u could. I wont say who told me but does anybody know if its true? I mean of course
Brandy has periods so it doesnt matter for her but Im still curious.

They had elections today I dont know who won I dont really know what its all about. We talked about it
a little in school but its not like for the president or anything. But Mommy and Daddy always vote so I
will too as soon as Im 18.

later

Ok Mommy and Daddy went to vote and Mommy was still all upset and Brandy isnt here I think shes
hiding. So when they were gone I called Paula and she said positive means u are pregnant so Brandy
is pregant again!

later

I think I have a stocker! And Im real scared but u better leave me alone cuz I KNOW WHO U ARE!
LEAVE ME ALONE!

Wednesday, Nov. 7, 2001

Dear Mr. Biggles

Ok Im sorry. I dont have a stalker. I just gave somebody my phone number and he got my address
and my school from it and my diary and he was trying to scare me a little so I wouldnt do it again. And
he even said that in his email I guess I just panicked. He was trying to help me and he said so I just
got scared. But dont give ur phone number to ANYBODY! He even knew what mall I went to from my
phone number and said people can find out where ur Daddy works and when hes at work and lots of
stuff! And I know he told the truth cuz he sent me my address and my school. So if u want my phone
number DONT ASK! Oh and I had some frends tell me I was stupid to do it but I didnt know u could get
addreses from phone numbers!

Oh Daddy doesnt know about Brandy I guess cuz I havent heard him yelling. But Mommys still upset.
Oh and I dont have to turn in my extra credit in math until tomorrow I dont even have math on
Wednesdays I dont know what I was thinking! I got to go finish it real quick so bye!

Thursday, Nov. 8, 2001

Dear Mr. Biggles

I missed Joses b-day! I didnt even know when it was but I wanted to give him something. I guess I will
tomorrow.

Oh guess what? Were going to Disneyland this weekend! Daddys got to work sometime but I think
were going Saturday or Sunday. And Beckys going too! And we got a three day weekend!
I turned in my extra credit for math I think I did real good I hope so! I dont know math but I know
poetry! Thanks Harmony I used some of the stuff u told me about. :) These faces finally work in my
diary! There werent working before.
:D  ^..^ Jules wasnt in the math group today I dont know why.
Maybe hes sick or something.

Friday, Nov. 9, 2001

Dear Mr. Biggles

Tomorrow were going to Disneyland! I havent been there in like forever. Kay and Leon were talking
like they might take everybody but I dont think they will. So I think it will just be my family and Becky. I
wish Benny were here then he could go too. We always had lots of fun mostly me getting in trouble
and him saving me! lol

Today was the last day of the quarter but we wont know our grades until next week and we dont have
school until Tuesday! I dont know what my grades will be Im worried about math. I think science and
history will be ok and PE too and I know Ill get an A in English and yearbook cuz I always do even
though u cant tell from the way I write my diary! lol I write it like we did journals last year cuz we do
those where u just write like u feel and u dont worry about spelling or grammar or anything. Ur just
expressing ur feelings and thoughts and saying whats important to u.

Oh guess what I found out? Jose has a girlfrend. Her name is Jeanette. I dont even know her very
well. I mean he wasnt going to date anybody steady like that and now he has a gf! i dont really like
Jose that way I mean I like him as a friend but its like I found out when I saw him kissing her! That was
a shock! He didnt even tell me! I dont think u need to do that in front of everybody like ur putting on a
show or something. Its not something I want to see. I mean I like kissing but its like shes showing off or
something.

Oh Jules is being nice to me hes teasing me but hes not being mean. I guess I was wrong about him
at first I guess he was just teasing me. I thought he moved here this year but hes been here he just
went to a private school. Oh and his dad is a morticion (how do u spell that). I dont know what his mom
does I think shes a housewife.

Herbies been real nice hes always nice and sometimes Im mean to him I dont want to be. I guess Im
not really mean but sometimes I guess Im rude and Im sorry.

Oh guess what I finally asked Brandy are u pregnant cuz nobodys told me they dont tell me anything
and she said what r u talking about do u think Im getting fat or something? And I said no I though I
heard she was and she said who told u that and I said nobody I just thought I heard that and she said
thats crazy dont u think Id know? So now I dont know whats happening I dont think shes lying so
maybe I didnt hear right I dont know. Its wierd cuz I dont know even know how old she is I think shes
17 but she tells everybody shes 18. I know I could ask Daddy shes his daughter but Id fill kind of
stupid after shes lived here all this time and I dont even know how old she is. I mean shes my half
sister!
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U can have sex
before u have ur
first period but I
didnt think u could.
Today was the
last day of the
quarter but we
wont know our
grades until next
week.
Jules is being nice
to me hes teasing
me but hes not
being mean.
I have to do the
extra credit thing
for math done on
Wednesday or I
might get a D!
Oh my God I
cant believe
this! I think my
sister Brandy is
pregnant! And
shes on the pill!
I think I have a
stalker! LEAVE
ME ALONE!
Were going to
Disneyland this
weekend!
Brandy says shes
not pregnant.  I
think shes 17 but
she tells
everybody shes
18.